Life oh life

Salam~

I got mood swing lately. Everything seems to be so wrong to me. Today after PathAnat class, I went back home quite early, around 10am, rest for a while, because after this gonna have lecture hygiene at 12. Sat for PathAnat paper this morning & it was $^%^&#. You bet it was a tough one..*menggoreng soklan smpai terbakar*,

Current mood: depressed. Ethiology: fail to answer my question properly. Mechanisms of action: sbb blaja tak focus smlm. Blaja last minit. YM skype & FB are the trigger mechanisms. Prognosis: get a bad mark. Anything else? Noo! I just speechless. I'm running out of words. HAHA~

I aint feeling good today. Unwell. I got running nose , a subfebrile rise in body temperature. And my roommate currently having a bad fever. Lucky her, no need to go to class as she was told by her teacher to have a rest at home. Sigh!

Sometimes, I'm wondering how can I stand being a med student?? Hectic life, busy studyng, momerizing bla bla bla.. 3 years passed already & I got another 3 more years to go. Let's just be patient & stop complaining about yourself. Dont compare youself with others. OK! *sabar2*

I may not be a good medical student, but I may insyaAllah be a good doc! So, everytime I feel down, tak de smgt, I'll call my family, recite Quran, hear songs, & read blogs. I recommend you guys ( for those yg amek medic) to read this 2 awesome blogs FNM & AZZAD. I just love to read those blogs especially the former one!.. huhuu..

Life is like a wheel.

Sometimes you are on top, and sometimes you are at bottom.

Sigh!

That's life~

no regrets!

The Road Not Taken- Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

p/s- 3 years ago I had to choose whether to study in Russia or in Malaysia, and I chose "The Land of Soviet" - the road less taken some would say. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be if I had chosen a different path. Do I regret? No! I believe there must be a reason why God sent me here. But neither you, nor I, nor anyone else knowa the answer. And there should be no turning back!.heh!

surgery suit!

Salam

First impressions can only be made once. Looking professional is important for any health care provider. As a student, I'm not only wanting to make a good impression on the patients I see, but I have to let my attending knows that I understand "playing the part also means dressing the part".

As usual, every wednesday, during my surgery class, I've to bring along my surgery suit in case if there will be any operation to be seen. *it's hard for me to change to this surgery suit as it is uncomfortable, plus, I looks like 'makcikcleaner' when I wear it ,not really like it*. For me, I'd rather be 'ugly' than missing any chances to watch the sugical operation. =p

When I first saw physicians wearing their surgical suits around the hospital, I thought it was funny as their wearing those not-so-stylish-suits with different colour not according to department. Before this, I thought that green surgical suit is for surgeon, red is for cardiologist, blue for peadiatrician etc. As funny as it may look, it sets them apart from the rest of the crowd and reintroduces a sense of professionalism through the threads they wear.Whoa~

But honestly, I prefered wearing white coat because I look professional when wearing it.=)

p/s: I dont see the purpose of wearing it. Sterile?? Hellllooo, I've seen many nurses went out to stalovaya with the same 'pyjamas' their wearing in the Operation theatre. Sigh!

Gud Luck All!~

Salam & Hi!!~

It has been so loooong since I posted my last entry..

huhuh~

yeap, what I can really say is that, I;m too busy with my studiesss..the end less homework I had & etc.

ok2!~

well, since I'll be having an exam (winter exam), I would like to wish all dear readers, gud luck for what ever test you'll be sitting...(driving licences test, bla..bla..)

currently, a bit crazy, so sorry for the unfavorable condition I had right now coz I've tonnes to read & I haven't read it yet!~ Gosssh!~

song for the insomniac

Fireflies

You would not believe your eyes,
If ten million fireflies,
Lit up the world
As I fell asleep.

'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere,
You think me rude,
But I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That planet Earth turns slowly,
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems...

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs,
From ten thousand lightning bugs,
As they tried to teach me
How to dance.

A foxtrot above my head,
A sockhop beneath my bed,
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread. (Thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe,
That planet Earth turns slowly,
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems... (When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack. (Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac. (Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep? (Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep. (Please take me away from here)

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird 'cause I hate good-byes,
I got misty eyes when they said "Farewell",

But I'll know where several are,
If my dreams get real bizarre,
Cuz I saved a few and I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That planet Earth turns slowly,
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems...

(When I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe,
That planet Earth turns slowly,
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems...

(When I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe,
That planet Earth turns slowly,
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams...

Pelajar perubatan tak perlu ke luar negara?

Salam & Hi everyone~

Actually, I've nothing much to babbling about meaninglessly, but hey! I'd read this article long time ago (a few months ago) & I've found it interesting though it might have a lil' controversial issue among medic student that studying aboard.

MELALUI ruangan ini, ingin saya mengutarakan pendapat. Mengapa perlu menghantar pelajar cemerlang STPM atau SPM keluar negara untuk melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang perubatan sedangkan kita mempunyai universiti tempatan yang dahulunya setaraf Oxford apabila mengeluarkan pelajar perubatan?

Kerajaan membelanjakan banyak duit untuk menaja pelajar perubatan di luar negara. Pada pendapat saya, kerajaan mengalami lebih kerugian daripada keuntungan. Pertama, kos untuk melahirkan pelajar perubatan di luar negara memerlukan sekurang-kurangnya RM1 juta untuk seorang pelajar.

Ditambah lagi kenaikan elaun kepada 28 hingga 84 peratus seperti diumumkan dalam Bajet 2008 dengan kebanyakan pelajar perubatan menerima 84 peratus kenaikan berikutan meningkatnya kos sara hidup pelajar secara keseluruhan.

Kedua, kajian daripada ahli akademik dan juga doktor tempatan mendapati graduan luar negara tidak kompetitif, tidak mesra pada pesakit dan juga tidak mempunyai kemahiran untuk mengendalikan kes klinikal contohnya, ambil darah, pemeriksaan perubatan.

Ini adalah jelas kerana di negara di mana mereka belajar, pelajar perubatan tidak dibenarkan sama sekali untuk menyentuh pesakit, tidak seperti di negara kita.

Ketiga, pelajar perubatan keluar menjadi doktor pelatih dan belum tentu dia akan menjadi pakar apalagi ketua jabatan. Lebih baik menaja pelajar dalam bidang jurusan lain kerana dengan kos yang banyak itu, kita mampu melahirkan lebih banyak jurutera, peguam, akauntan dan mereka ini mungkin akan keluar menjadi ketua eksekutif (CEO) di sesebuah syarikat besar berkaitan kerajaan.

Keempat, graduan luar negara tidak berterima kasih pada kerajaan. Malah, bukan saja menjadi pembangkang di sana dan menghasut pelajar lain di sana, malah ada yang tidak balik ke Malaysia selepas tamat belajar demi mengejar gaji yang lumayan di luar negara.

Sepatutnya kita menghantar pelajar yang berjaya ini ke universiti dalam negara agar kita tidak lagi membazir menghantar pelajar perubatan yang berasakan diri ini terlalu bagus.

Kelima, kita sudah terlalu banyak universiti atau kolej yang melahirkan pelajar perubatan. Kalaulah alasan kerajaan yang kita kekurangan doktor, maka dengan ini kita perlu menghantar pelajar luar negara, jelas sekali ia satu kata-kata yang tidak tepat sedangkan kita mempunyai lebih kurang 15 universiti tempatan awam dan swasta yang melahirkan purata 150 graduan perubatan setahun, bersamaan dengan lebih daripada 2,000 hingga 3,000 doktor setiap tahun.

Adalah lebih baik menaja semua pelajar perubatan yang berada di institusi pengajian tinggi ini kerana kosnya jauh lebih murah iaitu kira-kira RM200,000 dan juga melahirkan doktor yang benar-benar berkualiti. Barulah selepas ini kita tidak lagi mendengar kes bayi tangan putus dan sebagainya. Ingin saya jelaskan, kita sebenarnya bukan kekurangan doktor cuma doktor yang tidak mahu ke hospital yang jauh dari bandar.

Kita sepatutnya meniru negara jiran Singapura, kerana mereka tidak menaja pelajar perubatan ke luar negara kerana sedar ia tidak akan memberi keuntungan kepada kerajaan dan juga rakyat.

MAHASISWA BIASA,
Fakulti Perubatan,
Universiti Malaya.

Surat Pembaca – Berita Harian, 06/05/08

p/s : Anyways, there are few interesting comments I would like you guys to read. [Click here.] I bet this guy (the writer) read lot of books, can clearly see it through his educated opinion, experiences & the way he expressed his thought.

Histokins!!~

Salam & Hi people!!~


I'm enjoying my classes quite a lot I guess and I'm only finding myself stressed about scheduling issues instead of the actual work. Come to think of it, it's usually always about finding the time to study outside of class than getting to and from class and understanding the material. Ishk!~


OK~
Let me go straight to the point.Let's revise some of the histo's slide as I'll be sitting for KOLOG tomorrow.The more I know you, the less interesting you are..blueewwkk!!~

From left: pyloric part of stomach,fundum part & palatine tonsil


From left: parotid gland, mix gland & liver


from left:large int, esophagus, appendix



From left again: junction eso-stomach, duodenum & colon



p/s: Anyone interested wif dis pic??? Buzz my ym k..Chio~