A thousand miles

Just another crap

2012-01-09T04:30:00.000+04:00

Salam

While reading this never ending facts on TOPAN for my upcoming exam, I got so full of it that I thought probably I should take a break. ( this is a rare case actually. the rare case here is not about the fact that I studied so much that I figured i should take a break, its the fact that I’m studying! haha)

Anyway lets talk about this ‘break’ here. So according to what I’ve learned previously, we need to take a break so that our mind can relax and we can perceive information that we study better, by playing games for example, some outdoor activities perhaps, basically anything away from education for like 10-30 minutes.

There’s something I noticed about myself. Sometime my ‘breaks’ aren’t really an ideal break as suggested. Sometimes I fill my breaks of studying, by studying. Sounds weird huh? But wait till you hear the rest of the story.

I have interests in various fields that are out of my field of study, some of them ranging from bussiness to making video and even some are deep complicated technology stuff. But its where the passion is, so you can’t stop ‘em anyways. So what I’ll be doing during my breaks after studying for my exams is that I will still be on my desk, in front of the computer after reading lecture notes for the examination, only that I’ll be studying about things that is other than the one for my exams.

You might be thinking, wait a minute, how’s that going to help you to get back to what you are going to study for your exams?

Well, I have a theory , although not yet proven (probably proven already, just too lazy to google it), breaks are just a way to clear your state of mind.

We do something out of what we’ve been doing for past few hours to get out of all the complications we’ve probably had accumulated from reading all sorts of things we’ve been doing.

So by simply doing something else that is different from what you’re doing, you’re actually taking a break, mentally.

Understand? nope? it's ok..

"Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding."

Albert Einstein

Anyway, its already 4.15 in the morning, now I need to take my physical rest :P. Off to bed, bye!

Sejernih Sinar Matamu

2011-12-03T10:16:00.000+04:00

Prof. Dr. Muhaya. Salah seorang daripada idola saya. Banyak persamaan dengan kisah hidup beliau. Moga aku tabah dan Allah redha. Huhu~

Cycle Obstetric

2011-11-06T17:40:00.004+04:00

Salam

Hari ini Alhamdulilah, rumah baru dah masuk internet. Selepas 2 minggu, 3 kali pakcik Dom.ru datang. Akhirnya.

Dah lama juga la saya tak menulis disini. Banyak cerita yang nak dikongsi, tapi macam biasa 'mood' hilang. Huhu.

Sekarang ni tengah cycle Obstetric. Menarik juga la. Hospital sangat dekat. Dekat Ddetsii center. 15 min keluar dari rumah pon dah boleh sampai. Selalu tengok orang mati je, tapi kali ni tengok org hidup. Orang baru hidup!

Khamis lepas, sebelum cuti 'Dein Rasii', dapat tengok orang bersalin normal. Tiga orang pesakit berturut-turut. Penat tapi sangat menarik kot. Takut jugak la nak bersalin nanti, bila tengok patient menjerit-jerit kesakitan untuk keluarkan bayi dalam kandungan tuh. Tiga orang pesakit yang sempat kami tengok ni ada kisah dia sendiri. Pesakit pertama ni, alhamdulilah anak dia selamat dilahirkan. Normal. Pesakit kedua pula, si ibu nih 'primigravida' iaitu women in her first pregnancy. Setelah penat lelah meneran untuk keluarkan anak, tiba-tiba, anak yang dilahirkan tuh tidak menangis. Muka biru. Nampak macam ada 'meconium' (tahi baby). Penat juga la doktor tepuk-tepuk, aspirate air dari baby tuh. Nasib baik baby tuh nangis. Phew~ suspens jugak la kitorg yang tengah tengok dan bersorak kat belakang nih. Lepas tuh, setelah rasa nak nausea, vertigo, dan fatigue dah tengok orang bersalin two times in a row, Yulia (lecturer) ajak tengok pesakit ketiga. Patient nih die 'multipara' (women who has given birth 2 or more times). So, dia nih dah ada experience la before this. Bila anak tuh keluar, doktor pon cakap la. "Tahniah anak perempuan". Tapi kitorang yang dekat belakang ni nampak macam lelaki je baby nih. Bile doktor tuh letak baby tuh atas kain tiba-tiba, dia cakap, "eh silap, baby lelaki nih". Tak dapat nak tentukan jantina baby tersebut, further investigation method akan di buat. Mungkin baby tuh hermaphrodite (khunsa)? Atau clitoris enlargement? Wallahualam.

Melihat ketiga-tiga pesakit tersebut, membuat kan saya lebih respect kat ibu saya. Macam mana la mama boleh lahirkan 6 orang anak. Satu anak pon dah sakit sangat. Kalau yang lahir tuh anak derhaka, memang kena bunuh la awal-awal. Haha. Ni lebih sayang la dekat mama. InsyaAllah, akan cuba menjadi anak yang solehah.

Teringat satu kisah yang pernah saya baca. Jika seorang anak berbuat baik pada rakan baik atau orang yang disayangi, InsyaAllah malaikat akan menghantar dulang berisi cahaya dan mengatakan kepada ibu bapa kita ini adalah kiriman anak mu. Alangkah berbahagianya orang yang mati meninggalkan anak soleh yang mendoakannya.

Juga nabi Mohammad saw pernah bertanya pada sahabat siapakah orang yang muflis? Sahabat pon menjawab mereka yang miskin. Nabi bersabda "Tiada mereka yang muflis ialah mereka yang mempunyai anak tetapi apabila mereka mati mereka tidak medoakan mereka dan mereka tidak mendapat apa-apa kebaikan dari anak mereka."

3 Saham akhirat yang penting dan tak kan terputus iaitu:

Doa anak yang soleh
amal jariah
ilmu yang bermanfaat

Last entry from Castro

2011-10-23T10:00:00.003+04:00

Salam

Minggu yang kurang sibuk lagi. Tapi kepala serabut. Heater di dinding dah terpasang. Alhamdulilah. Tiada lagi berselimut sejuk di dalam rumah.

Ramai yang tak tahu, tak lama lagi, kami rumah Castro akan berpindah. Mungkin dalam 2 atau 3 hari nanti. InsyaAllah. Banyak guna duit. Harap-harap ada hikmah disebalik kejadian ni. Bukannya hazain jahat mana pon, but just problems yang sama repeated again and again. Maka tiada lah lagi rumah Castro. Semua, gelak ketawa, duka dan sedih hanya menjadi kenangan. Ini merupakan kali pertama kami berpindah setelah hampir 3 tahun tinggal di rumah Castro ni. Rindu pulak rasanya untuk melepaskan rumah yang di rasakan strategik gilee di Volgograd ini. Banyak betul memori yang susah nak di lupakan. Hurmm.. Mungkin ini lah masanya untuk kami redha melepaskan rumah yang dianggap terbaik nih. Adess~

Minggu depan cycle Radio. Seminggu juga lah. Budak-budak kelas dah macam-macam rancang menu makanan dan tugasan masing-masing nak bawak , masak makanan apa. Ini lah yang menjadi kebiasaan pelajar-pelajar tahun kami. Asal cycle radio je, picnic. Macam mana la nak hebat Radiologi. Hurmm.

Malas. Pemalas. Penangguh kerja. Tolong lah blah dari hidup aku.

Homesick. Homesick. Homesick. Entah kenapa. Mungkin sebab Amad (si budak kecik 10 tahun) baru buat facebook. Ah rindunya kat Amad. Rase nak cubit pon ada gak. Huhu. Eii.. Bencinya homesick!

ikut hygienic norm

2011-10-08T22:24:00.005+04:00

Salam

Sesuatu perasaan yang sukar di describe apabila melihat adik-adik first year yang excited bila tiba di bumi soviet yang gersang ni. Teringat pada zaman kanak-kanak macam mereka dulu. Pejam celik pejam celik sekarang dah 4th year dah. Lagi 3 tahun nak grad. Tak sabar rasanya.

Cycle relax sekali lagi. Banyak masa yang terluang. Terbazir begitu sahaja. Apabila nikmat kelapangan yang diberikan tidak digunakan dengan cara yang berfaedah. Mulalah nak marathon semua cerita yang ada di internet. Sekali lagi peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan kalian semua. Hidup cuma sekali. Gunakan sebaik mungkin. Suka bila adik-adik dan kakak usrah datang ke rumah. Naik balik level motivasi. Seronok dengar cerita dan pelbagai ragam mereka.

Heater di rumah belum beroperasi lagi. Dalam rumah sejuk berselimut. Di jadual kan akan beroperasi pada 23 Oktober. Tak apa, tunggu lagi sekejap je lagi. Sabar.

Cycle hygiene banyak yang dipelajari. Setiap benda perlu diperhatikan. Leceh. Tak boleh terlalu tinggi tak boleh terlalu rendah. Contohnya macam kelas komputer. Cara susunan yang tertentu. Jarak di antara komputer perlu tidak kurang 1.2m. Natural and artificial lighting perlu lebih 500lx. Duration for using komputer pon ada batas-batas nya. Silap-silap kalau terlebih atau terkurang boleh menyebab kan bilik komputer tersebut menjadi harmful microclimate. Senang cerita semuanya perlu ikut hygienic norm yang ditentukan.

contoh gambar kelas komputer. Jarak komputer depan dan

belakang perlu lebih 2m supaya tiada pertindanan electromagnetic wave.

Tak jumpa gamabr yang tochna. Sepatut nya komputer perlu di susun mengelilingi menghadap dinding

Sama juga macam kehidupan harian kita. Semuanya perlu seimbang. Tak boleh lah kalau kita nak solat 24jam sahaja tanpa rehat. Salah lah kita kalau nak puasa saja tanpa berbuka. Nabi kita pon tak buat macam tu. So, kalau nak marathon movie pon perlu berpada-pada. Jangan sampai bangun lewat tinggal solat. Pesanan untuk diri. Huhu.

Ya Allah, jangan kau cabut nyawa ini di saat ianya menderita dan mengaibkan. Jangan kau tarik hidayah yang kau berikan kepada ku. Moga aku tetap thabat di jalan Mu.

Husdnozon

2011-10-01T20:27:00.003+04:00

Salam.

Husdnozon= think positively!

So this week is the busiest week for NOT only me but I shall say for almost everyone in my batch. It is not because we are having kolog, test, exams or what-so-ever but it is because this year our batch is the one who responsible to organize Hari Raya event. Yes, I admit that we are a little bit last minute but it doesn't mean that we do works 'cincai'-ly.

I know that everyone always complain about something. Sometimes they still complain about something that doesn't need complaining. But complains won't come if everyone does a good job. True that we can't satisfy everyone but at least we should do our job with sincerity and hardwork, and try to make everyone happy. It is our duty after all, especially when our job require us to handle people.

Lately the Hari Raya preparation has been overwhelmed with a lot of complains. Or is it me that has been reading a lot of status and comments in FB or what?! Either way, if it's not from the students that are complaining, it's the organizers. I think both complains are directed to make the celebration better insyaAllah. =)

I just read some post in FB where they complained about our Hari Raya poor management. But they don't know that we did a really hard work . Really HARD. Seriously no joke!

There will always be lazy workers anywhere you are. But I believe that some of us are a little overworked. Improper division of works but who am I to say that, I am not even a HICOM member. But when I see some of people complains, it just breaks my heart. It is just upsetting. Trying to improve this condition? No comment!

True, perhaps we are just better in talking and complaining but not in improving them.

In this opportunity, I would like to thank to everyone who had helped a lot in contriving this event. Special thanks to 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th & 6th year, who are willing to help cooking the foods. I admit cooking for the whole students here (around 370 students) is not an easy task! May Allah reward you immensely. Jazakillah.

I hear doctors complain about patients all the time too. Yes. Sometimes for RM 1 service they do ask us too much, I think. But then again, didn't we one who chose this job? Didn't we know what was coming for us? Weren't we prepared to treat patients in curing and handling them with care?

I hate when people complains and I hate it more when nothing had been done to solve the matter.

p/s- lega orentasi dah selesai. Esok hari raya harap semuanya berjalan lancar. Ameen. Minta maaf kalau ada salah dan silap. Huhu~

We Love Picnic

2011-09-22T00:39:00.007+04:00

Salam.

Hoyaah! Picnic. New sem started already but it seems that this year is a bit relax compared to last year. I love 'clinical year'. You don't have to read many books which will screw up your brain later. You just need to focus on one subject each cycle. Belajar sampai muntah. Got the chance to see the patients. And it's so relaxing. It's clinical year where we can acquire the skills. Transform the knowledge that we had this 3 years into skills. And now I'm in my 3rd cycle -surgery. Nothing much to do. Just now we got a chance to watch operation on tumor of stomach. And that is all. We can have picnic everyday! ( itu pon kalau rajin masak)

jenga NOT jengka

cooked by the boys

baked by the girls

p/s;- one of the disadvantages of having clinical year is you tend to forget everything you learnt as the skill is not being practiced from cycle to cycle. So, practice makes perfect. To have the knowledge is one thing, to acquire the skill is another thing. But both must move together.

Tumhat

2011-09-20T17:10:00.003+04:00

Salam.

I've been meaning to share this to you guys sooner, but you know how it goes with procrastination and other work. They are always there. But Alhamdulilah, I'm writing this now. Hehe. I read this from somewhere, I didn't remember exactly where. But this give me some thoughts. It is about Tuhmat which means obsession. Really interesting article.

I still remember my pathphys lecturer said, that there are 3 stages of neurosis.

1. neuralgia

2. hysteria

3. obsession

I'm not going to talk about the first 2 stages because now we are discussing about the last stage, obsession which is also the most severe stage of neurosis.

That one is the science fact. And we also have the Islamic view on obsession. Tumhat Tarbawiyah. (which is the positive obsess). Fighting to do good.

Lets do some analogy.

Seorang budak yang gemar akan matematik. Setiap hari dia akan menyelesaikan sekurang-kurangnya satu masalah matematik. Hidupnya tidak akan tenang selagi mana dia tidah menyelesaikan masalah matematik dalam masa satu hari. Dimana sahaja matanya melihat nombor, secara automatik otaknya akan bergerak untuk mengira.

Seorang pelajar perubatan yang baru sahaja belajar cara-cara untuk memasukkan jarum kedalam salur darah manusia. Setiap hari dia tekun melakukan injection terhadap pesakit di hospital. Suntikan jarum Intravenous, intramuscular, inradermal dan lain-lain lagi jenis suntikan semuanya sudah dipraktis oleh pelajar tersebut. Maka setiap kali die melihat pesakit, tentunya die terus bersedia untuk melakukan suntikan yang diperlukan. Tangannya sudah dilatih untuk menyuntik pesakit. Sudah tentu tiada masalah yang akan timbul lagi sewaktu die bekerja sebagai doktor kelak.

That is obsession!

Bukan mereka sahaja yang mempunyai obsesi. Orang Mukmin juga mempunyai obsesi.Obsesinya adalah akhirat.Dia tidak pernah lupa akan hakikat penciptaannya.

Semuanya yang dilihat akan dicerna melalui cara obsesinya yang tersendiri. Sekiranya dia berjalan di kotaraya dan melihat seorang tua.Ia terus teringat akan saat usianya akan berakhir dan dia perlu bersedia untuk hari tersebut.

Sekiranya dia melihat orang lain berada dalam kesakitan dan kesusahan.Lantas terbayang kesengsaraan di neraka Jahannam dan pantas memotivasikan dirinya untuk beramal bagi menyelamatkan dirinya.

Sekiranya dia melalui lorong gelap pantas dia teringat akan kegelapan di alam kubur.Setiap yang ada di hadapannya terkait dengat akhirat kerana obsesinya.

Maka apa pula yang kita dapat dari pemandangan kehidupan kita?

What is your obsession?

4th year Medical Student

2011-09-07T18:46:00.000+04:00

Yay! I just done with my practical exam. I'm officially a 4th year medical student. Now it becomes a new life for me, a real new life. I have a new daily schedule, same old friends, new period of life, new grower personality should be, and the other things. I have a more independent life than I had before. I got my own credit card. I'm 21 and already legally registered myself as a voter for this coming election in Malaysia. All responsibilites are in my own hands, I cannot put it in my parent's, friends's, and else's hands. Heavy, isn't it?

But I know if other people can do it, why can't I? Clinical year might be the first step of my future professional, hmm, nope, maybe doing elective practical in Malaysia is my first step, because in HKL I gained alot of clinical and practical skills on how the doctor do their work. I love to see and examine the patients. So, perhaps, clinical year will be the second step of my future professional life. One step closer to be a doctor. Well, we will see for the next steps of my life, and yeah, we'll wait also!

p/s- Weather here is cold and dry. Having sore throat and fever. Barely talk. Dry skin. My body needs time. Maybe this is just some of the adaptive process. Huhu.

Anis Hazirah & Me

2011-08-26T09:13:00.002+04:00

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. ~Elisabeth Foley

Pray! Before prayers are said for you

2011-08-26T03:47:00.001+04:00

Salam.

Reminder for all Muslims and also me~ Moga Allah redha.

What is Eid all about?

2011-08-24T11:42:00.002+04:00

Salam.

At the time of Eid we look forward to celebrating with our family and friends. However, while we get busy with ourselves, we tend to forget those who are homeless and have no parents to celebrate with. Wouldn’t it be so sad to celebrate such a happy holiday like Eid without a family with you and not receiving any gifts?

This year, Alhamdulilah, I will be able to celebrate Hari Raya with my family in my kampung. This is the first time after three years studying abroad. I am so excited. Am eager to see my grandparent, pak cik and mak cik and also my cousins (They are all grown up. And maybe they don't even know me). Huhu.

Let's get back to the real world. Those who are homeless, no parent, and live between life and death. We as the Muslim should help other Muslims. A Muslim should think of himself as a mirror for his brother. Do our part by donating some amount of money, energy, and most important one is Doa. Let's pray for their safeness. Pray for Palestine! ( check out Aman Palestine page in FB for more info)

Photographs of the injuries as a result of the barbaric bombardment of Gaza City and the place of the bombing

Friday 19/08/2011 Zionist occupation forces have escalated their aggression against our Palestinian people in Gaza have launched several attacks on targets across the sector led to the death of a child and wounded 17 others ..

Here's the follow-up events moment by moment ..

12:50 Zionist shelling of a house near the building of the ship and the outbreak of fire and a number of injuries.

1:20 IOF warplanes bombed Ansar security compound in Gaza City.

1:30 shelling of vacant land near the Ebad Al Rahman mosque east of Khan Younis.

1:30, medical sources announced the martyrdom of a child and wounding 17 others, a series of raids.

1:40 IOF warplanes bombed the site a Qassam in Beit Lahiya, two missiles, and fire at the site.

1:48 another explosion caused by fire Qassam at the site in Beit Lahiya.

1:52: Ambulances and emergency medic announces injured in the bombing, which targeted a compound Zionist supporters.

1:55 IOF warplanes bombed site of Qadisiyah of the Palestinian resistance in Khan Younis ..

2:08 IOF warplanes bombed a tunnel in the al-Salam neighborhood in Rafah and injuries until the moment ..

Source from Omar Seyam. (http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.221980581185779.62932.100001215166286)

Hadrat Abu Hurairah (Rady Allahu Anhu) narrates that the Holy Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu 'alayhi wa Sallam said: "Let him who believes in Allah and the Last day, either speak good or keep silent, and let him who believes in Allah and the Last Day be generous to his neighbour, and let him who believes in Allah and the Last Day be generous to his guest (Bukhari and Muslim).

The more we help others, the better we will become as well because we mature through helping others. Islam shows how an ideal Muslim's character should be and we should act upon that so that we might save ourselves from Hell-fire and attain Paradise. I feel sharing with others is the true spirit of Eid! Wouldn’t you agree?

Snippets of practical thingy

2011-08-18T10:47:00.004+04:00

Salam.

Wow, it has been a long time not posthing anything to my blog, sorry dear. I had a realllly supeeeeerrr very busy and hard weeks. I had an elective practical in HKL for 3 weeks . I had a lot of tasks, and I can say that those tasks are the hard one. So, it was such a really heavy for me to do some browsing thing. But that's okay. Because tomorrow will be my last day doing practical. And I know for the next hell 2 weeks also, I still cannot online frequently because of some sort of reasons. Huhu. I'm not in the mood of writing anything actually. Just want to update my blog. So, my conclusion is HKL is the best place to learn. (Emergency Department to be exact). There are lots of cases everyday. Rarely seen in any hospital. The doctors and staffs there are also nice as they are willing to teach us. And of course as long as you have the spirit and enthusiasm to learn, there shouldn't be any problems right?

Something valuable I've learned is adapting myself with the Malaysia's systems. How they divide the works for doctors and nurses. Also got chance to clerk patient and present my cases to HO/MO. Doing simple procedures like taking temp, BP, CBD, IVD, IM, IV injections, ECG, enema, CPR, auscultation of lung, heart with various pathological processes, palpation ,percussion . The doctors taught us about how to read ECG, X-ray, US scan, ECHO, Angiography, MRI, etc. CME, morning round, doctor's round (usually around 3.30 pm). And lots more which is fun I would say!

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

2011-08-05T16:25:00.004+04:00

Salam.

I really had a busy day this week and for the next two weeks later. Yey! Doing practical here is so much interesting yet I'm now super-tired. Patients came non-stop. It's a general hospital, you know la kan. Huhu. I think I should increase my stamina more, so that I can adapt and handle situation like this. Oh, plus on this Ramadhan, fasting shouldn't be the reason for me to make an excuse to ponteng my practical. (although I already ponteng 1 day because damn super-super-tired, and had been scolded by my mother. Haha).I know it was tiring but I'm enjoying it to the fullest. Everyday, I came home with a smile on my face (satisfaction) because I know I learnt something new which I cant get in Russia. I will update more on this (practical) later when I have time. Happy fasting people! May this holy month bring you happiness, strengthen your iman, erase sins and purify your heart.

My Sweet Sour Life

2011-07-25T08:41:00.001+04:00

Salam

Ok I admit it! I'm officially bored at home doing nothing except facebooking, watching TV, doing some house chores, sleeping and eating. Plus I cant go out with friends because I got this diarrhea from my previous trip -Bandung. It has been almost a month already since I last studied for something.. or anything! So I kinda feel stupid now coz my brain has not been fully utilized. I do read some clinical cases sometimes or flip my mother's medical notes but it doesn't even last for some good hours! I got bored after some minutes or dozed off sleeping not knowing what was my last page I was at. At times like this, I really miss my med school days.. like staying up late at night doing home tasks or reading for next class’s topic or cramming my head with some last minute studies for tomorrow’s subject.

I don't really have anything else to look forward to except waiting for my next practical patiently.. which I have no idea what am I gonna do there! The waiting part is quite stressful yet boring at the same time. I cant wait to start doing it already and experience the working life all by myself (hope I dont regret saying this in the future!) instead of reading other people’s updates on FB, Twitter or blogs on how boring and adventurous their practical experiences are. As much as I'm scared and stressed up after reading all that, I also wanna experience and feel it for myself. Like is practical really THAT scary and stressful?? For all I know those people might be exaggerating much or something to scare us off! Huhu.

Choosing medical specialty to study after high school wasn't easy for some of us. But some were forced to take medicine by their parents and some were trapped in the middle of engineering or medicine and ended up choosing the latter after flipping the coin (and regretting it later). As for me, I do had problems before when it comes to choosing medicine. I really want to be a doctor since I was young (no ideas why?). Maybe I’ve always been good in science subjects *ehem* when I was in high school (except for physics which I cukup2 makan je!) so I cant really see myself being a successful engineer or accountant or some other thing. I wasn't really that excited and passionate yet back then when it comes to saving lives, helping people, curing cancer or AIDS or some other cheesy reasons that you get when you ask people why they wanna be a doctor but I was mostly interested in medicine back then thanx to the hit medical series - Grey's Anatomy and Scrubs! Some people would say that I got into medicine for all the wrong reasons and the passion will not last long (coz REAL life is not as easy and sugar-coated as what is shown on TV……. duh! I know that!) but after 3 years of med school, (but still I got another 3 years) I fall in love with medicine for real and we got into a very serious relationship together! and like every other couples who are madly and deeply in love, we also had our rough times together. There were times when I regretted choosing medicine or God-forsaken Russia to further my study (which I thought at that time would be a cool and adventurous country~). Hurm..

So yeah, now I'm so full of passion and love for medicine *cough* but it worries me sometimes if this love gonna fade (instead of getting bigger and stronger) when I start working later. The work stress has taking its toll on some of my seniors who have started their houseman-ship and they said it themselves how much they regretted choosing medicine and being a doctor and cant wait to finish their housemanship and quit their job or something. So I really hope that I will not say things like this when I start working later and the work stress wont affect me so badly (physically and psychologically) but instead pushes me into becoming a better doctor. InsyaAllah.

Hidup Cuma Sekali

2011-07-21T17:34:00.001+04:00

Hati manusia ini tak menentu. Ada kala rasa macam nak marah je. Ada kalanya pula rasa macam nak ketawa sepuas-puasnya. Tapi apa yang meng-control hati kita ni?

Keimanan kita ini kadang-kadang boleh berbolak-balik. Bila hati tak tenang itu tandanya, iman kita kurang. Apa-apa pon kita rujuk balik pada Maha Pencipta. Dia sajalah tahu apa yang ada tersirat dalam hati kita. Mohon lah pertolongan dengan solat dan sabar.

Pernah tak kadang-kadang rasa macam kita ni hidup dalam kepura-puraan. Bukan hypocrite. Susah nak describe perkataan yang sesuai untuk menjelaskan situasi yang di alami sekarang ini. Pernah tak rasa bila kita di kelilingi sahabat yang baik-baik. Kita pon rasa macam nak buat baik je setiap hari. Bila kita bergaul dengan atlit sukan, olahragawan atau kawan-kawan yang aktif bersukan, kita pon rasa macam nak bersukan je setiap petang. Lepas itu, bila keluar dengan sahabat-sahabat yang 'nakal' sikit. Kita pon rasa macam nak keluar je tanduk nih. Huhu.

Itu semua di panggil pengaruh 'rakan sebaya' atau dalam bahasa kampung nya di panggil 'peer pressure'. Apa-apa pon kita akan struggle juga dan cuba untuk menyesuaikan diri kita dengan keadaan sekeliling. Siapa yang kuat akan berjaya mempengaruhi rakan yang lain dan sekali gus berjaya mengajak orang lain ikut cara mereka. Dan yang lemah pula akan sentiasa terikut-ikut cara mereka yang kuat.

Kita dianugerahkan akal. Itu yang membezakan manusia dengan haiwan. Kita boleh berfikir dengan waras. Tahu membezakan apa yang baik dan apa yang buruk. Guna kan lah akal dengan sebaik nya.

Dan tiadalah kehidupan dunia ini, selain dari main-main dan senda gurau belaka. Dan sungguh kampung akhirat itu lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa. Maka tidakkah kamu memahaminya? (Al-An'am(6):32)

Waiting for the Perfect Time

2011-07-20T17:02:00.003+04:00

Ada satu hari tu, kakak saya tanya:

"bile waktu yang sesuai untuk mengerjakan umrah?"

Jawapan saya:

"tak ade waktu yang sesuai".

Maksud saya, kalau nak tunggu masa yang sesuai untuk mengerjakan ibadah walaupun wang, tenaga dan masa semua dah cukup memang last-last takkan buat jugak la. Sementara masih ada kesempatan ni, baik kita segerakan. Percepatkan segala urusan yang baik. Tak elok di tangguh-tangguh. Kita tak kan tahu nasib kita esok hari macam mana. Kita tak tahu sama ada kita mampu untuk hidup lagi 10 tahun, 5 tahun akan datang ataupun mungkin esok hari? So, sementara semua nya dah cukup, elok lah disegerakan. Tinggalkan urusan dunia sementara dan mari menabung untuk hari akhirat. Selamat mengerjakan umrah. =)

Saya tanya kakak saya pula:

"Bile kak yah nak kawen?"

Jawab kakak saya:

"Bile dah jumpe jodoh"

Tersenyum. Dan jodoh itu bukannya di tangan kita, tapi pada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak.

p/s: tahun ni ramai betul kawan-kawan dan kenalan saya yang sudah berumahtangga.Alhamdulilah, moga kamu semua bahagia hingga ke anak cucu. Selamat bercinta sampai ke syurga. =)

Pengumuman untuk pelajar luar negara

2011-07-12T12:03:00.013+04:00

Salam.

Pengumuman ini dikhaskan untuk pelajar-pelajar yang belajar di luar negara yang sewaktu ini sedang menghabiskan masa cuti musim panas mereka di Malaysia.

Sebuah bengkel penulisan akan diadakan untuk ahli-ahli GKLN (pelajar luar negara) dengan kerjasama dan tajaan DBP pada 13-15 Julai 2011 di Kompleks Sukan Bukit Kiara, Kuala Lumpur. Free Of Charge. Apa lagi, jangan lepaskan peluang untuk berguru dengan tokoh-tokoh penulisan tanah air! Siapa-siapa yang nak join boleh pm saya. Terima kasih.

Alamat penuh tempat bengkel:

Kompleks Rakan Muda Bukit Kiara,
Jabatan Belia dan Sukan,
Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur,
Jalan Bukit Kiara 1

Bengkel gratis (percuma), dan penginapan disediakan di tempat yang sama.

Berikut pula adalah jadual atur cara untuk rujukan para peserta.

13 Julai 2011 (Rabu)
8.00 pagi – 9.00 pagi
Pendaftaran/Daftar Masuk/Sarapan
9.00 pagi – 10.30 pagi
Sesi 1 : Pengenalan dan peluang Penerbitan
10.30 pagi – 11.00 pagi
Minum Pagi
11.00 pagi – 1.00 t/hari
Sesi 2 : Penerbitan Buku Kanak-kanak
1.00 t/hari – 2.30 petang
Makan Tengah Hari/Solat
2.30 petang – 4.30 petang
Sesi 3 : Penerbitan Buku Remaja
4.30 petang
Minum Petang/Bersurai
14 Julai 2011 (Khamis)
8.30 pagi – 10.30 pagi
Sesi 4 : Bersama Penulis Kanak-kanak
10.30 pagi –11.00 pagi
Minum Pagi
11.00 pagi – 12.30 t/hari
Sesi 5 : Bersama Penulis Kanak-kanak
12.30 t/hari -2.30 petang
Makan Tengah hari/Solat
2.30 petang – 4.30 petang
Sesi 6 : Bersama Penulis Remaja
15 Julai 2011 (Jumaat )
8.30 pagi – 10.30 pagi
Sesi 6 : Penyediaan Kertas Cadangan Judul
10.00 pagi – 10.30 pagi
Minum Pagi
10.30 pagi – 1.00 t/hari
Sesi 7 : Pembentangan Kertas Cadangan Judul
1.00 t/hari – 2.30 petang
Makan Tengah Hari/Solat
2.30 petang
Bersurai

p/s: maklumat lanjut, boleh layari :

http://www.karyawanluarnegara.com

http://www.rebeccailham.blogspot.com

tang-ngan-kan-mai

2011-07-08T21:39:00.006+04:00

Salam.

Alhamdulilah, now I'm already in Malaysia. Yey me! huhu. Masih lagi tak keluar ke mana-mana. Di sebabkan esok akan diadakan perhimpunan BERSIH, maka banyak jalan yang ditutup, roadblock merata-rata, jam, polis bersepah-sepah. Sabar je lah. Tapi pada pendapat aku lah, sebagai seorang yang bebas dari sebarang pengaruh politik nih, aku tak rasa benda ni salah, cumanya masyarakat kita ni je yang terlalu... Hmm, aku tak tahu nak cakap apa. Huhu. Ikut la korang semua nak tafsir macam mana kan. Tapi situasi macam ni memang menyusahkan rakyat lah.

OK! Nak dijadikan cerita, aku baru balik semalam. Totally exhausted. The journey to Kuala Lumpur took me about 3 days. Cuba bayangkan. Time summer, berpeluh-peluh, urgh, tapi nasib baik dah sampai Malaysia dengan selamatnya. Syukur.

Transit di Thailand selama 10 jam. Kami berempat sepakat untuk meredah bandar Bangkok. Aku, farhah dan dua orang lagi yang kami baru kenali (ijoe from Nizhny dan zul from RSMU). Jalan main pakai redah je. Terjah penduduk-penduduk tempatan. Minta Student price dengan tanpa rasa segan silu. Cakap dan belajar bahasa Thailand untuk memdapat harga murah dan menambat hati orang-orang Siam. Hiks!

Photos courtesy of Farhah Mazelan

Deep Inside Me

2011-07-02T20:21:00.004+04:00

Salam.

I've been very clueless this recently. Feeling of emptiness in my heart. I feel lost sometimes. I want to change myself to be a better person. Be a better me. But it's hard. It's like I want but I can't. So, I wrote this poem. InsyaAllah, one day, I'll make a video about this poem, so that it can be more interesting and can give benefits to others as well. Tihee~

I have spent almost 21 years looking for myself,

Struggling in a world of confusion and loneliness.

Like a blind man on the edge of a cliff,

I step away from eternity not knowing which way to go.

Here alone I stand,

With no one by my side,

Alone with holding no one's hand,

I Myself must find

Now as I set out,

Wondering down an open road.

I Myself start to doubt,

As I carry this heavy load

I realize I am lost,

But not a soul is near,

What will it cost,

To get rid of all this fear.

Finding myself in my very own soul,

Searching for Your Redho and Nur,

Finding the meaning of what it implied.

I’ve been hiding my tears inside,

So that no one will notice this,

But I know exactly that you will.

I was not strong enough Ya Allah,

But never I stop begging you to give me strength,

Now I am alone,

As I drop down on my knees,

I asked for your guidance,

By saying "Please Ya Allah, Please",

Please show me who I am,

May Allah give me strength to overcome this. Ameen~

Because I'm just that weird

2011-06-30T22:14:00.001+04:00

Salam

There are not many peoples who dare to be different from others. Haha. Actually I'm not writing this to motivate people to be different from other people. But, this is me. It just that I don't like to be the same like other people. You can choose to be whatever you want. I don't know why, but seriously I want to be different from others. I choose to be unique. But sometimes, people do see me as weirdo.

Everyone simply doesn’t want to look the same as others, in their thoughts, in their believes, furthermore in their acts. We are not trying to look different from others, we are just trying to be who we are. Somehow, I feel like I lost my own identity every times when I was surrounded by my friends. I've always been struggling to fit in. But I don't feel that when I am alone.

Please don’t judge people, because who you are to judge others. You might not know a fraction of their life holding so many wonderful things that you will be ashamed of not doing. Don't judge others if you don't want to be judged. Yea, I still remember my Philosophy lecturer said, quoted from Confucius: "don't do things that you dont want to be done to you". Philosophy, never fails to amaze me. Surprisingly, I don't know how I manage to get 5 in my exam although I don't really understand this subject. That was rezeki I guess.

You may choose to spill out every shit. But then you are being the disgraced one. Keep yourself together, your thoughts with you, your words in you. Others may not need to know nor understand what the hell you are doing with your life. If you are trying not to hurt others, chances are, you are going to need to hold yourself back a bit. A little training here and there would not hurt. Well, at least you will need to start somewhere, won’t you?

p/s- this post has nothing to do with my life here. This is just my thoughts. No intention to hurt anyone. =) peace!

Angan-angan

2011-06-28T12:32:00.003+04:00

Salam.

Jikalau aku seekor burung, sudah lama aku balik ke Malaysia sekarang. Singgah kat London beli souvenir. Transit kat Amsterdam borong Chocolates. Lepas tu, singgah kat Australia sekejap. Tak perlu tunggu flight aku yang lewat nih untuk balik ke rumahku. Tak perlu bayar tiket mahal-mahal. Haha. Itu semua hanyalah khayalan. Mustahil. Dan aku memang seorang manusia Homo Sapien. Tak boleh terbang macam Superman. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya, at least nak pinjam pintu ajaib Doremon pon jadi lah. Okay, sangat mengarut. Maaf.

Berpijak di Bumi yang nyata, lagi beberapa hari lagi insyaAllah aku akan balik ke Malaysia. Tapi sekarang tengah sibuk menguruskan document2 untuk pulang nanti. Hmm.. Kene susun balik jadual cuti aku. Oh ya, lupa pula. Alhamdulilah baru sahaja selesai menjalani exam final tadi. Syukur, markah pon not so bad, okay je la. Apa-apa pon aku next sem dapat naik sbg 4h year. Entering my first Clinical year. Harapan baru.

Balik Malaysia ni, macam-macam aku nak buat. Untuk memanfaatkan cuti kali ni, dan tak nak jadi macam cuti summer tahun-tahun lepas, banyak juga aku join volunteering works ni. Duduk rumah pon nanti bukan boleh buat apa. Tidur, tengok TV, ternak lemak. Nak baking cupcakes pon nanti tak ada siapa nak makan. Last-last kene habis kan seorang-seorang. Haih!

Aku percaya setiap orang ada cara dia sendiri untuk memaksimum kan cuti summer ni. Spend time dengan family, join Bersih, kerja kat Petrosains, join aktiviti-aktiviti sukarelawan, Uskab (usrah kabilah), pergi kenduri kawin, ada yang nak marathon drama Melayu dan macam-macam lagi lah. Tapi itu lah, kalau aku balik rumah pon, semua orang kerja. Family aku pon semua busy-busy. So, memang elok lah aku join aktiviti sukarelawan ni. Huhu..

So, for now, aku kene beli barang-barang untuk di bawa balik ke Malaysia. Hmm. Beli souvenir, Blini, Keychain for Anis, something for Black and others too.

Okay, kalau ada apa-apa aktiviti, roger-roger lah aku. Itu pon kalau aku free. =). Selamat bercuti!

талант (Talent)

2011-06-21T17:56:00.006+04:00

Everyone's different. Some get talent in one area, while others get talent in other areas. You have a LOT of time to figure out what you're talented in. You may be a very good public speaker or poet, you may be great at a sport you've never tried before.

Talent is grown by individuals and not something that is purely natural . It would come down to the idea that motivation is what makes you talented.

Talent is not something that is gifted but something that we can develop. The problem now is, we should find where or what is our talent. And to find this, of course we should give chance to ourselves to try somethings that are new to us. Once you find something that you enjoy doing it and want to get better at it. Maybe that is your talent . InsyaAllah, I believe you have found your talent. But remember when you want to get better at something the main solution is to practice, practice and practice.

I've found my new talent. How about you?

Selamat Hari Bapa

2011-06-18T19:55:00.001+04:00

Tak tahu kenapa.. Aku rasa tersentuh setiap kali tgk video ni. Entah lah, maybe terbayang wajah ayah di Malaysia. Homesick agaknya.Teringat kat Abah. Mungkin Pak cik Kiri Kanan ni adalah bapa dan ketua keluarga kepada keluarganya. Gigih sungguh, mencari rezeki untuk menampung anak-anak nya di rumah. Kesungguhan mencari makan, sumber pencarian rezeki, supaya isteri dan anak-anak dapat hidup senang-lenang di rumah. Ayah pula sibuk mencari makan. Begitulah, terasa di hati ini. Mungkin kah ayah kita di rumah itu, nampak nya tenang sahaja, padahal di luar sana gigih mencari rezeki? Rindu kat Abah. Oh rasa macam nak peluk Abah sekang ni juga =(

Hari Belia Negara & The Freerun Challenge 2011

2011-06-13T22:02:00.000+04:00

Can anyone explain this to me. Why are there so many people love to do freeruning? Yeah, including my brother. *tergedik2* Urghh! All that I can see is they are acting like *****. And both of my legs are in pain when watching this video. Heh! Please someone do enlighten me. Now, tell me what is so special about this? Belia-belia.

Procrastinator like me

2011-06-12T08:59:00.006+04:00

Aku ni sebenarnya jenis suka menangguh kerja. Bak kata orang putih, diorang describe aku as a procrastinator. Ya, memang. Gemar sangat menangguh-nangguh. Kecik-kecik mak aku pun selalu marah aku. Katanya aku ni lengai (bahasa utara). Lengai tak lengai memang sejak kecil lagi dah start belajar buat kerja tangguh-tangguh ni. Sampai ke besar memang susah la nak ubah perangai. Tapi InsyaAllah tak mustahil untuk berubah. Asal ada keazaman dan kesungguhan. Biarlah masa yang tentukan.

Exam.

Minggu depan hari Selasa aku bakal menduduki exam Terapi. Dan disebabkan perangai lama aku nih, so banyak la pulak benda yang tak habis baca lagi.

Oxidation of banana.

Owh, ya! teringat kat pisang yang aku beli. Dah lama dah beli, tapi tak makan-makan. Ingat nak makan kelmarin. Pastu tangguh la semalam sebab kelmarin makan kat luar. Semalam pula lupa nak makan pisang tu. Last-last tinggal la pisang tu seorang diri dan cuba untuk meng-oxidise-kan dirinya. InsyaAllah akan makan hari ni. Lepas ni la terus. Tapi kan banyak juga aku belajar dari pisang nih. Makin lama aku tangguh, makin nak jadi buruk dah rupa pisang tu. Hrm.. sama la juga dengan kehidupan kita disini. Kalau diapplikasikan dalam kehidupan kita ni, contohnya, makin lama kita tangguh kerja kita, at the end nanti bertimbun-timbun la semua kerja yang nak hantar sebelum dateline.

Cerita Rakyat.

Dan macam cerita perlumbaan arnab dan kura-kura. Arnab yang berlagak dan suka menangguh ni kalah perlumbaan dengan si kura-kura. Kalau la si Arnab tu bukan nya yang suka berlenggah, mesti dia dah boleh menang. (suka hati aku je nak tukar jalan cerita .. Huhu). Dan segerakan lah apa yang perlu kamu segerakan.

Put first thing first.

Oh, satu lagi. Saya perhatikan, ada pelajar-pelajar di sini yang berlengah-lengah dalam mendirikan solat. Almaklumlah musim exam ni sekarang. Perlu baca banyak buku. Tapi priority tetap kena buat dulu. Hubungan dengan Allah perlu jaga. Barulah nanti setiap perbuatan kita di redhai. InsyaAllah.

Berubah.

Jika memang sifat ini kita dah tak boleh buang dari diri kita, dah jadi sebati dengan kehidupan seharian kita, mungkin kita ada masalah dengan hati sendiri. Hati-hati membawa hati!

Apa yang terbaik

2011-06-11T20:53:00.003+04:00

Lebih baik bersyukur daripada meminta

Lebih baik menunggu daripada mencari

Lebih baik berjuang daripada menyerah

Lebih baik tertawa daripada menangis

Lebih baik cinta daripada benci

Lebih baik memendam daripada meluahkan

Lebih baik sahabat daripada pacar

Doa

2011-06-09T12:15:00.000+04:00

Ya Allah, janganlah Engkau jadikan dunia yang kami diami ini sebagai kecintaan kami kerana sesungguhnya ia hanyalah ujian dariMu dan merupakan sebuah tipuan yang melalaikan. Sangkutkanlah hati kami kepada akhiratMu sehingga kami akan lebih bertenaga untuk melaksanakan amal-amal soleh yang akan menjadi cahaya dan penyelamat kami di alam yang lebih abadi.

Ameen

Trade off dan opportunity cost

2011-05-30T18:47:00.000+04:00

Hey, South. Am I still your North?

Salam

Kata orang, hidup manusia adalah pilihan. Terkadang manusia dihadapkan dengan dua hal yang sangat mencabar dan diwajibkan untuk memilih salah satunya. Tak jarang desakan berada di antaranya.

Teringat kata-kata seorang lecturer Ekonomi aku bahawa pilihan manusia itu disebut denganTRADE-OFF. Situasi mendesak di mana manusia harus memilih satu solusi yang terbaik.

Namun, tidak selamanya proses pemilihan ini berjalan lancar. Bukan senang nak buat pilihan. Setiap pilihan yang diambil manusia akan membuatnya tidak dapat mengambil pilihan lainnya. Tentu saja ini akan membuatkan manusia harus mengorbankan sesuatu yang paling penting, mahu ataupun tidak mahu... perlu ataupun tidak perlu... dimana kita akan pilih yang penting saja dan yang kurang penting itu kita tolak..

Sesuatu yang hilang ini dikenal dengan OPPORTUNITY COST - The next alternative forgone...

Situasi trade-off ini akan selalu terjadi dalam hidup manusia, apapun situasinya, siapapun orangnya, dan mungkin terjadi secara tiba-tiba. Bahkan kadang-kadang, manusia hanya memiliki sedikit masa untuk memilih dan menentukan keputusannya..

Saat keputusan telah diambil, opportunity cost akan terjadi. Manusia harus sedia berkorban dan menerima segala akibat (consequence) dari pilihannya...

Sayangnya, efek opportunity cost ini tidak memilih siapa lawan siapa kawan. Semua dianggap sama. Dan yang pasti, semuanya menyakitkan... Bahkan efek ini mampu membuat manusia berubah..

Seandainya manusia dapat mengambil kedua pilihannya, maka akan lebih sedikit orang yang tersakiti..

Ya, seandainya aku dapat memilih keduanya............

p/s- baru beli heater.. huhu.. aku tahu aku mmg pelik sbb sekarang waktu summer.. tapi siapa kata aku nak guna sekarang. Pelaburan waktu winter. (Nanti time winter nak beli kipas pula). Huuhu

utrom i ya

2011-05-25T07:23:00.014+04:00

Kartofil fri means French fries in English. And I'm loving it. It is my daily breakfast. Not always. But most of the time. I'm so bad in cooking that sometimes I overcooked the fries. But I better be thankful for what I have. In some part of the world there’s a people that maybe don’t even have any breakfast. Maybe they never ever taste French fries for the rest of their life. Perhaps?

Morning is like a gift to me.But I don't know how to describe my feeling. Some sorts of fresh sensation. It makes me calm. A state of tranquility. I'm always afraid to wake up late in the morning. And always trying to wake up as early as possible. InsyaAllah. There are lots of things I wanna do especially in morning. Because if I woke up late I woke with disappointment because I lost my gift. I think morning is very precious time because there’s a lot things to do. If I missed it I felt like I miss half of my life. Its useless when you can actually have 3 hours gap before class, but because you woke up late, and so the gap becomes shorter. And the later I wake up, the shorter the gap is. Time. It's always about managing the time. Only the intelligent know how to use time. Hope I can manage my time wisely. The way you manage your time determines your success or failure as a man. Wassalam =)

Benda Lagha

2011-05-22T22:03:00.006+04:00

Benda lagha lagi. Bila kurang buka FB, kerap buka blog. Edit gambar. Buat video. Rasanya makin terok. 5 jam habis sia-sia. 5 jam hilang masa study. 2 posts in one day. Apa kes?

Gambar di Naberezhnaya, Volgograd, Russia. Spring 2011. -21 May 2011.

Muslim?

2011-05-22T14:59:00.010+04:00

Salam.

Berkenaan dgn entry saya yg lepas. Minta maaf kalau ada yg terasa hati. Bukan niat saya pon. Let me make it clear, pasal ayat "there r many people came from the islamic school background but they did not appreciate the experiences & the knowledge they have" , memang sepatutnya dihuraikan sedikit. Takut-takut timbul salah faham. Memang tak boleh di pukul rata begitu sahaja. Pada saya, orang2 yg hebat datang daripada keluarga dan didikan yang hebat. Tapi, still kita tak boleh kate semua. Kebanyakan sahaja kalau kita lihat. Tapi saya percaya, semua itu terletak pada individu itu sendiri. Tak kesahlah dia datang dari latar belakang yang hebat atau tidak. Hidayah itu milik ALLAH. Dan Allah lah yang berhak menentukan siapa yg layak menerimanya. Wallahualam.

Blog walking dan terjumpa satu sajak ni. Macam menarik. Tajuknya 'agak-agak sampai 10% tak?'. Menarik kan! Bukan nak meng-kafir kan seseorg muslim itu. Tapi sebagai renungan utk kita. Reflect diri sendiri. =)

Sibuk dengan para artis dan hiburan melampau.

Itukah Muslim?

Aurat bukan sahaja didedahkan bahkan dijaja disana sini.

Nama masih Muslim.

Perkataan dan percakapan dihiasi carutan , kotor dan lucah.

Tapi masih mengaku Muslim.

Hukum Allah kene ikut , tegah orang lain buat maksiat

Tapi diri sendiri pon buat juga.

Solat lima waktu juga tidak lengkap 35 kali seminggu.

Muslim? Mestilah Muslim.

Hidup seharian penuh maksiat dan dosa tanpa ada penyesalan dan rasa untuk bertaubat.

Tapi Muslim tetap Muslim.

Langsung tidak menghargai ilmu dan menghormati guru.

Tetap juga mengaku pelajar Muslim.

Jadi berapa peratus nilai Muslim yang ada dalam diri?

Bukan kah title Muslim itu perlu diapplikasi dan dipamerkan dalam segenap aspek kehidupan? Dari buka mata di pagi hari sehingga lelap di malam hari.

Atau peratusan Muslim yang ada dalam diri mungkin satu peratus iaitu pada nama.

Jadi jika hanya satu peratus sahaja yang Muslim masih layakkah memegang title Muslim?

Sabarlah wahai hati

2011-05-21T17:53:00.001+04:00

Salam.

I found this interesting shout-out on FB. One of my friends posted this as his status last two or three weeks ago. And I feel the need to share it with all of you.

"It may be a dream, but even without an islamic school background, with my tiny steps, and enough support around me, one day, insyaAllah, I will be a RIJAL!"

And this was one of the reply from his friend:

"It doesn't matter whether we came from islamic school background or not.what's the matter is we realize our responsibility as khalifah and our responsibility toward ISLAM.there r many people came from the islamic school background but they did not appreciate the experiences & the knowledge they have.InsyAllah may Allah always guide us."

Ameen~

Udalit?

2011-05-20T19:48:00.005+04:00

Salam.

Just my thoughts. Sharing my thoughts on this website. Dont know whether you guys have the same way of thinking as I am. Hurm... For me, blogging is all about going through 1001 challenges, falling 1001 times, speaking out 1001 words in a column, talking to yourself when none out of a whole 1001 lot is listening, giving in and getting up time and again-it's all plus a 1001 more,minus the backing down. Got the guts? It's insane but-heck,we're in. We're in. Sigh!

I'm considering to deactivate my Facebook. Yes, Facebook is a time-suck. Its a vortex of self-indulgence. Made me a full-time stalker. Urgh! But on another side, this social networking is responsible for teaching me somethings everywhere valuable lessons (thats when your peeps post some reminders, hadith, etc). But still most of my friend in FB, posted something nonsense, something which I dont even bother to know about. Owh, I just realized that, almost 40% of my friends in my FB friend-list I've never meet or know. Maybe I should delete some of them & start the kerja pembersihan now. Err, I mean later la. Because now, I got no time. Maybe later after my exam during the summer practical. Huhu~

Don't ask me if I'm serious. I know there'll be the time when I'd feel like deleting my FB. But because of this FB, I get connected with my family. Get the latest updates. (its hard to find suitable time to chat with my family. Seriously!) Maybe this is the strong reason why I'm still in FB. *wink* Those are just some of the thoughts that run through my mind. Thanks for spending your time. Bye! Wassalam~

By Al-'Asr (the time).

Verily! Man is in loss

Except those who believe (in Islamic Monotheism) and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth (i.e. order one another to perform all kinds of good deeds (Al-Ma'ruf)which Allah has ordained, and abstain from all kinds of sins and evil deeds (Al-Munkar)which Allah has forbidden), and recommend one another to patience (for the sufferings, harms, and injuries which one may encounter in Allah's Cause during preaching His religion of Islamic Monotheism or Jihad, etc.).

Generasi Sultan Ahmad Al-Fateh

2011-05-18T19:55:00.004+04:00

Salam.

Pesanan dan peringatan bersama untuk org yg berfikir.

“Sekali-kali tidak, sesungguhnya manusia itu melampaui batas. yang merasakan bahawa dirinya serba cukup” ( Al-A’laq : 6-7 )

Celakalah mereka yang merasakan bahawa diri mereka telah cukup dengan ilmu yang sedia ada. Bahkan belum lagi nyata orang-orang yang berjihad. Sedangkan ilmu pon ditinggalkan begitu sahaja.

Suatu ketika Rasulullah SAW sedang menyampaikan kuliah, kemudian baginda berkata pada sahabat. Baguslah kalian kerana menghadiri majlis ini. sepanjang perjalan, malaikat akan berjabat tangan dengan kalian. kekalkanlah sikap kalian ini. tetapi untuk beribadah. Rasulullah menyarankan supaya mereka tidak melaksanakan kesemuanya sekali.

Itulah darjat ilmu.

Kalau semua orang berdisiplin, insyaAllah generasi Sultan Ahmad Al-Fateh akan bangkit semula.

p/s: untuk org yg ponteng kelas , lecture, etc. (termasuk aku).. Janganlah merasa diri ini serba cukup. Ilmu itu memang dimana2. Dan tugas kita adalah untuk mendapatkan sebanyak mana ilmu yg mungkin. InsyaAllah. Kita amanah rakyat. =) Jalankan tanggungjawab anda! *kempen datang lecture* huhu!~

p/p/s: Alhamdulilah, selesai sudah exam cert. Terapi. huhu.. Saja terlintas persoalan ini, ramai yg boleh bersabar dgn exam cert. terapi (baca, study group 3 kali buat tp x habis2 jugak soalan yg dijawab, 2 minggu penyeksaan membaca terapi), tapi berapa ramai yg bersyukur selepas habis exam cert. terapi td? InsyaAllah, mungkin ramai. =) *husdnuzon*

Memahami dan difahami

2011-05-04T00:43:00.000+04:00

Salam..

Berdakwah itu perlulah berhemah & bersederhana.

"asas dakwah kita adalah berkasih sayang dan saling memahami" -IHAB

kisah seorang sahabat

2011-05-02T18:02:00.001+04:00

Salam

Entry kali ini nak cerita pasal seorg sahabat. Dah lama dah berkawan dgn dia ni. Orang nya peramah, senang nak masuk berbual, tak sombong, tak kedekut. Tapi tak de la rapat sgt2. Cume bila jumpa tu, ada la bertegur sapa.

Baru-baru ini, time pergi riadah petang, terdengar perbualan dua org akhowat ni. Bunyinya macam sedang bercerita pasal seseorg. Bila tanya cerita pasal apa? Mereka terdiam. Muka bersalah. Antara hendak bagitahu atau tidak. Takpe la, tak nak bgtahu pon tak pe. Tak paksa pon. Lalu, seketika kemudian, salah seorg akhwat tu memberitahu. Dia takut kalo-kalo saya memberitahu umpatan itu kpd org yg diumpat itu kerana menurut mereka, org itu sahabat baik saya. Katanya, dia ternampak sahabat itu ber-dating. Ya, dating!

Bila kita nampak sesorg tu buat sesuatu kemungkaran, kita selalu saja nak cakap belakang. Dan macam-macam lagi yang biasanya akan terlepas dari mulut kita. Atau paling tidak, terdetik di dalam hati. Kenapa? Kenapa kita senang bersikap demikian? Siapa antara kita yang pernah kesah untuk pergi dan bersembang, berbincang, mendalami kenapa mereka berbuat sedemikian rupa? Dengan prinsip kita di atas tadi,(bercakap belakang) maka kita meninggalkannya. Kita tidak menegurnya. Kita nampak dia mula berubah ke arah kejahatan, kita menjauhinya kerana kita kata dia dah berubah, dah tak sama mcm dulu, serta sebagainya. Salah tu. Kesilapan kita, adalah di sini. Iaitu tiada siapa yang berani bergerak menarik mereka.

Tidak ramai yang mampu bersabar. Sedangkan, keadaan ini hanya boleh dihadapi oleh mereka yang tenang dan rasional. Siapa yang berani pergi mendekati mereka, memahami mereka, cuba mencungkil apa sebenarnya permasalahan mereka, kenapa mereka sampai boleh tersasar sedemikian rupa. Siapa? Siapa yang berusaha sedemikian rupa? Kenapa kita hanya tahu mengutuk, cakap belakang. Kenapa tak cakap terus je dgn dia? Slow talk ke? At least dpt skit settle kan problem. Tak ke gitu?

Bila mereka (yg bercouple) letak gambar-gambar berdua di internet, di facebook, kita pula like. Tak ke pelik? Tadi ckp belakng, tapi sekarang, macam setuju pula dgn couple2 ni. Mungkin mereka kurang ilmu, tak tahu yg couple ni sebenarnya salah. So, mmg tugas kita la untuk memberitahu. Kita nak sama-sama masuk syurga kan? Dengan kawan2 kita. Syurga itu kan luas. Kenapa kita tak sama2 kejar ke arah syurga Allah?

Tegur lah mereka ini. Dan berapa banyak kali sudah kita tegur mereka? Sekali? Dua kali? Seribu kali? Alhamdulilah kalau mereka dah faham dan berubah. Kadang-kadang kita sendiri pon selalu melenting, penat dah tegur org2 mcm ni. Tapi ini lah masalah kita. Mungkin cara kita tegur tu salah. Tak kene pada tempat nya. Cepat sangat putus asa. Saat kau berputus asa itu, sebenarnya kau telah membuang allah drpd kehidupanmu.Itu lah kita. Kemudian kita mula nak salah kan dia. Degil. Sebenarnya kita pon sama. Putus asa nak mengajak dia sama-sama ke jalan Allah. Rapati dia, berikan nasihat. Laksanakan tanggungjawab kamu sebagai seseorang yang faham bahawa dia telah tersasar daripada Allah SWT. Sesungguhnya, bukan kah meyebarkan kebaikan itu tugas setiap org Mukmin?

Sebenarnya tak salah untuk bercinta, tapi perlu lah mengikut syariat Islam. Cinta itu sendiri suci tapi tangan-tangan manusia ni yang kadang-kadang mengotorkan maksud cinta ni. Wallahualam.

p/s- kisah cinta Salman al-farisi. Mengenai pengorbanan, itsar seorg sahabat kpd saudaranya, dan mencintai itu bukan bermaksud memiliki. Semoga dengan perkongsian ini, kita sama2 dpt manfaat.

Terima kasih sbb ingatkan aku.

2011-04-29T20:25:00.001+04:00

Salam.

Rasa mcm mayat hidup. Mayat yang ber-roh dan ber-jasad. Effect 2 jam tidur smlm, membuatkan aku punya brain center jadi tak betol. Semua yg dibuat tak menjadi, tak pernah betul. Hampir2 membahayakan nyawa diri sendiri. Teringin nak menulis puisi. Pengaruh rakan sebaya agaknya. Takde kaitan. Urgh!

Terima kasih 'Sahabat' sbb ingtkn aku.

Sahabat,

terima kasih diatas segala limpahan budi yang telah kau taburkan

Tak pernah mampu untukku membalasnya kembali

aku memang bukan seorg yg sempurna
tapi aku akan selalu mencuba untuk memperbaiki

aku memang bukan malaikat
dan ingatlah aku bukan sempurna

Sahabat,

terima kasih kerana sudi menjadi pendampingku

dikala susah mahupun senang

Tak mungkin daku mampu membalasnya kembali

namun perasaan ini harus ku pendam

Sahabat,

terima kasih kerana sudi menegurku

Takkan sesekali mampu ku balas segala nasihat

Terima kasih sahabat untuk segala ingatan

jika aku telah melanggar suatu garisan

Hadirmu,

umpama bintang yang bersinar terang

Hadirmu,

umpama bunga yang segar mewangi

Hadirmu,

sangat-sangat disenangi

Walaupun kita tidak lagi dapat bertemu seperti dulu,

atas batas-batas tertentu,

namun ketahuilah sahabat,

doaku kepadamu tak pernah padam.

Semoga sahabat yang ALLAH kurniakan kepadaku ini,

menjadi sahabat yang terbaik kepada semua orang juga.

Semoga sahabat kurniaan ALLAH kepadaku ini,

mendapat tempat di Syurga sana.

Ya ALLAH,

pimpinlah kami ke jalan yang diredhaiMU

Terima kasih ya ALLAH

kerana mengurniakan sahabat sebaik dia kepadaku

Andai tiada pertemuan di dunia, izinkan kami bertemu dan bersatu di Sana

Kami damba redha dan rahmatMU ya ALLAH

Terima kasih kerana pernah menjadi sebagian dari hidupku
terima kasih karena telah menyedarkan ku

Terima kasih 'Sahabat' sbb ingtkn aku.

Wassalam

yummy tummy

2011-04-16T15:50:00.003+04:00

Salam.

My passion towards cooking started only 3 days ago. I was so stressed out. I had lots revision need to be done, yet nothing have been done so far. Ugrhh! Why? Why am i doing this to me? Im tired & stress up. Feeling bored towards the same things again! less than 2 months finals will be coming soon, & now I got lots of MCQ tests, practical skill test, etc. I know I need to work harder, but still I just cannot push myself right now. Wasting my precious time with doing nothing. Nothing! And I got this two huge zits on my face & this tending to make me stress even more. Whenever I'm in a good mood, I love to try out new recipes over weekends. I got my inspiration towards cooking from so many cooks like my sister, housemates, friends & yakitate japan (hehe!). So, people, do scroll down for the pic ya!

p/s- for those who still dont get an idea what the heck is that pic, I'll let you know.. the first pic -pizza, 2nd- sardin buns, 3rd-choco-bun (T_T) ..I love baking but still I'm a failure~ sigh!

yet another update

2011-04-08T01:51:00.022+04:00

Salam.

There's no juicy story here, just another update. Life abroad is getting worse day by day-as well as hotter as winter withdraws. I've already remove my winter coat (bye2), started to wear light thin clothes for spring, having a problems with dekanat, dilemma with my summer holidays, tonnes of works to do, yet im still being a procrastinator. Urgh & lagha tak tentu pasal. Enough with all this problems. Be positive!

So here are some photos from my previous winter holidays ,as I've promised. (Sorry for the late). Been busy with my studies & now trying hardly to adjust my biological clock with the local current! It's getting on its way now, good thing it is. Dawn here looks like morning, I mean when we wake up a 5.30 it looks as if it's already 7 in the morning. Subuh now starts at 4.30 & ends at 6.30. Well, actually this is not my first time adapting myself with the surrounding, but my 3rd time. So, there shouldnt be any problem. Duh! Weather's unpredictable but as far as weather forecast is concerned -windy days are expected to be common for this week, at the very least. Then changed to warm back as spring will come.(I thought now it is already spring, isnt it?) Now scroll down for piccas yeah,

somewhere in Public Roman Bath

Fantan Travi

At the back there, fashion street. We cant afford to buy anything. Huhu

Public roman Bath

Amsterdam Clogs

the plastic-tulips

windmill inZaanse Schans (hardly pronounce it)

All of us in one shoe. Yey Us!

"one shoe can change your life" - cinderella.

Inside the Milan cathedral

Gondola, gondola..

Oh yeah, I'm glad I've made it there, Rome,Venice, Milan & Amsterdam! Alhamdulilah. I'm glad that you're around too, reading and supporting! Please wish me luck in my studies, wish me happy 3rd year of blogging and take care pals!

p/s- am arranging my timetable for this summer, yeah, I got lots of plans. Volunteer Induction programme for Mercy, elective practical in HKL, Public speaking @ britishcouncil, baby-sit my adeks , shopping spree with my gals, hang out with some old peeps, etc. Hurmm..

Self-conflict

2011-04-02T18:27:00.002+04:00

Salam

Looks like it's an update, after so long. Maybe this is the last entry I posted. I don't know why, but I've been avoiding my blog a lot lately. I haven't felt like writing for a very long time. I kind of miss it, the will to write. I want to want to write again. Sooner rather than later. But to blog or not? I'd better leave that blank because I, myself dont know. I'm having a hard time now. Urgh! Maybe by doing this I might commit a huge sin. I dont know. Seriously.. I dont know what to do next.. Seriously in huge dilemma. Currently having a conflict with my ownself. Not to write again in which meaning that to close this blog or just continue writing but ..Hmm...I guess maybe I should not update this blog oftenly, like what I used to do now. Dilemma, it just never ends. Yawnnn.. quite a boring entry this time..sorry but I promised to make it interesting next time. Till now, buhbye~

Let's make Dua

2011-03-20T06:45:00.003+03:00

Salam

The people who works on cleaning up the radiation rite now, are on a suicide mission. They are willing to sacrifice their moments with their loved ones forever, so that we can be with our relatives, smiling and laughing as if nothing happen. For your unconditional love in protecting us, lets pray for their safeness. Don't ever give up. Our prayers are with you. =)

For more info [check this out].

Life oh life

2011-03-17T10:10:00.004+03:00

Salam~

I got mood swing lately. Everything seems to be so wrong to me. Today after PathAnat class, I went back home quite early, around 10am, rest for a while, because after this gonna have lecture hygiene at 12. Sat for PathAnat paper this morning & it was $^%^&#. You bet it was a tough one..*menggoreng soklan smpai terbakar*,

Current mood: depressed. Ethiology: fail to answer my question properly. Mechanisms of action: sbb blaja tak focus smlm. Blaja last minit. YM skype & FB are the trigger mechanisms. Prognosis: get a bad mark. Anything else? Noo! I just speechless. I'm running out of words. HAHA~

I aint feeling good today. Unwell. I got running nose , a subfebrile rise in body temperature. And my roommate currently having a bad fever. Lucky her, no need to go to class as she was told by her teacher to have a rest at home. Sigh!

Sometimes, I'm wondering how can I stand being a med student?? Hectic life, busy studyng, momerizing bla bla bla.. 3 years passed already & I got another 3 more years to go. Let's just be patient & stop complaining about yourself. Dont compare youself with others. OK! *sabar2*

I may not be a good medical student, but I may insyaAllah be a good doc! So, everytime I feel down, tak de smgt, I'll call my family, recite Quran, hear songs, & read blogs. I recommend you guys ( for those yg amek medic) to read this 2 awesome blogs FNM & AZZAD. I just love to read those blogs especially the former one!.. huhuu..

Life is like a wheel.

Sometimes you are on top, and sometimes you are at bottom.

Sigh!

That's life~

Snippets of life

2011-03-08T17:33:00.004+03:00

Salam semua!~

Hurmm.. lame tak update blog aku ni.. dah rase mcm kat hutan belantara dah.. huhu.. so, entry kali ni mmg ade byk ak nak cerita.. and dlm kesempatan ini aku nak wish Happy Women's Day.. huhu.. So, mmg byk la perkara2 yg selalu membuatkan aku berfikir tanpe henti2, sampai aku kene makan paracetamol hari2.. adess..

POLITIK

Tahniah BN dan UMNO atas kemenangan di beberapa siri pilihanraya kecil (PRK) baru-baru ini. Terbaru PRK di Merlimau dan Kerdau menunjukkan tren sokongan yang kembali memihak kepada BN, dan yang paling penting statistik menunjukkan kemenangan dengan majoriti besar tersebut diraih atas kejayaan mendapatkan undi pengundi muda. Hmm.. sejak bile pulak ak minat politik nih.. mmg hidup aku tak boleh lari.. sorry abah!.. mmg ayah aku banyak kali dah melarang anak2 nye supaye jgn terlibat dlm politik sewaktu belajar.. hmm.. tp nak wat cmne kn?? huhu.. persekitaran aku mmg macam ni... Dunia pon dunia juga, tapi akhirat jgn lupa! =p

MEDIC

Tertarik dengan kata2 Tan Sri Dr. Abu Bakar Suleiman [klik here] pasal pusat2 mengajian tinggi medic sekarang nih bagaikan cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan.. berlambak2 pusat pengajian yang meng-offer bidang perubatan.. tapi kualiti nye mcm mane?? dan beliau turut menambah kalo nak blaja medic jgn la hantar ke Russia & Ukrain sbb sistem die lain dgn Malaysia.. Tp beliau tak nafikan bahawa graduan2 Russia & Ukrain nih ade yg hebat2 jugak.. =).. nih ape yg beliau kata:

"The essence of being a doctor is to serve. Just because you are a bright student doesn't make you a good doctor.You must have other attributes such as being interested in people, the desire to help others, patience, and the independence of thinking and learning,"

So, mmg la nak jadik doctor nih bukan senang dan jugak bukan mustahil. Tapi yang perlu ada dalam diri sesorg tuh adalah semangat die untuk belajar tuh.. atau dalam bahasa kampung aku. "you must have a strong interest or curiosity in knowing something. You can do anything if you have enthusiasm." Dan sementara kita tgh belajar ni jangan takut utk bertanya, jangan takut utk buat salah. Asal kita mencuba!

"Being in university is not all about studying. It is the best time to learn how to live your life. Don't stuck with books, explore and learn anything possible. Don't be afraid to make mistakes, they are the best teacher ever. Be smart in your moves, so that when the time comes, you're ready to face real life out there!" -Dr. Rizal Abd Rahman

Satu lagi petikan dari akhbar, berkata lagi Tan Sri Abu Bakar Suleiman:

"We need experienced people with academic management skills, curriculum planning, assessment, benchmarking and accreditation."

"At present, every state wants to have a medical school. But is there a need? Some don't even have enough training hospitals"

"If you send them to Russia or the Ukraine, they are trained to perform in the healthcare system of their host country, which is not similar to the system here."

See, beliau yang kat malaysia pon tahu kita hidup mcm mana kat sini. So, aku sangat sarankan pelajar2 medic, pergi la buat praktikal kat Malaysia waktu cuti summer nanti so that before HO dah tahu situasi2 kat Malaysia mcm mana. Sbb kat sini kita diwajibkan buat praktikal di Russia. Apa salah nya korbankan sedikit cuti untuk masa depan. Terpulang la pada kalian semua. =)). Tiada paksaan dan ini cuma saranan. Huhuh.

Anyway, pagi tadi aku dah dapat reply drpd HKL, katanya surat aku itu sedang diproses. =)). Let's pray and hope for the best. InsyaAllah.

Hati

Hati ini mmg sgt susah nak jaga. Tgk hadis 6. Sgt2 susah. Aku tak tahu kenapa sejak kebelakangan ini bila aku terlalu happy je, kemudian mesti akan rasa bad mood lepas tu. Dan yang paling aku tak tahan, apabila kita bergurau senda. Kadang2 terlintas difikiran kita nih.. kawan kita nih tak hormat ke?? mananya yang dulu selalu disebut2 Ukhwah filah abadan abada.. tak ada hormat langsung. Oleh itu, untuk mengelakkan lebih banyak yg terguris hati dgn lawak jenaka kita, elok la berdiam diri. Jangan lah bergurau berlebih2. Ala kadar cukup~

Mmg betul la teka-teki Imam Ghazali, apa yang paling tajam di dunia ini? -jawapannya lidah. Untuk itu, berhati2 dgn lidah msing2. Dan facebook ini boleh jadi boleh merapatkan hubungan seseorang dah boleh jadi juga merenggang kan sesuatu hubungan itu. Bersabar lah.. =)

Dilemma

Ya! mmg aku selalu sgt mnghadapi masalah ini. Rasa macam nak lari pon ada juga. Tp mmg tak pernah nak dpt lari. Dilemma, nak extent kan visa atau tak? nak balik lewat atau tak? Nak bayar ke tak? nanti kene tanggung macam2 risiko. Hurm.. Dilemma2.. Apa2 pon malam nih mmg kene buat solat sunat isthigharah.. Ya , Allah berikan lah petunjuk pada hambamu ini.

Malas

Tak tahu kenapa, makin lama makin malas betul. Kalau nak dibanding kan dgn rakan2 serumah aku, hari2 je mesti akan study. Kuat betul semangat . Kenapa ni?? Sila rajin! Mmg aku perlukan disiplin yang tinggi untuk jadi rajin. Rajin dan istiqamah perlu seiring sejalan. Huhu!

Buat sehabis baik

Teringat kata2 kakak usrah aku, " buat something kene la all out! baru la betul. Jangan la baut something cincai2 je". Ades, menusuk hati dan kalbu kot! Sebelum ini, Aman palestin ada contact aku, kata nak wat road tour kat Russia. Dan pada masa yang sama , minggu tu aku ada banyak kerja, kena prepare untuk colloque, pi dekanat beribu2 kali, sediakan borang untuk praktikat elektif kat Msia. Kira sangat2 busy la. Kalau boleh aku nak sangat2 road tour tu datang sini. Tak pernah2 kot selama 3 tahun ak belajar kat sini. Last2, aku inform kat PPIM, tahu2 la diorg nak settle kan mcm mana. And aku sangat berharap dapat membantu apa2 yang aku boleh tolong. (-_-). And bila aku study pon, study sambil tengok drama, makan la, buka FB, mana nak focus nya?? aduss.. Khilaf diri ini.

P/S: Tahniah kepada yang berjaya membaca coretan mengarut diyana rahman sampai ke sini. Anda memang boleh bertahan dengan ND ye… hebat2!

no regrets!

2011-02-20T18:53:00.002+03:00

The Road Not Taken- Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

p/s- 3 years ago I had to choose whether to study in Russia or in Malaysia, and I chose "The Land of Soviet" - the road less taken some would say. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be if I had chosen a different path. Do I regret? No! I believe there must be a reason why God sent me here. But neither you, nor I, nor anyone else knowa the answer. And there should be no turning back!.heh!

Dirikanlah Solat

2010-12-13T20:07:00.002+03:00

salam

interesting huh?! =)

surgery suit!

2010-12-08T17:54:00.004+03:00

Salam

First impressions can only be made once. Looking professional is important for any health care provider. As a student, I'm not only wanting to make a good impression on the patients I see, but I have to let my attending knows that I understand "playing the part also means dressing the part".

As usual, every wednesday, during my surgery class, I've to bring along my surgery suit in case if there will be any operation to be seen. *it's hard for me to change to this surgery suit as it is uncomfortable, plus, I looks like 'makcikcleaner' when I wear it ,not really like it*. For me, I'd rather be 'ugly' than missing any chances to watch the sugical operation. =p

When I first saw physicians wearing their surgical suits around the hospital, I thought it was funny as their wearing those not-so-stylish-suits with different colour not according to department. Before this, I thought that green surgical suit is for surgeon, red is for cardiologist, blue for peadiatrician etc. As funny as it may look, it sets them apart from the rest of the crowd and reintroduces a sense of professionalism through the threads they wear.Whoa~

But honestly, I prefered wearing white coat because I look professional when wearing it.=)

p/s: I dont see the purpose of wearing it. Sterile?? Hellllooo, I've seen many nurses went out to stalovaya with the same 'pyjamas' their wearing in the Operation theatre. Sigh!

Dialing Up Him The Almighty

2010-11-26T18:37:00.004+03:00

Salam..

What will you do if you miss someone? What will you do when you miss your mother? Yes, you simply will give her a call , talk with her, ask about life, family, home, and so on. Just dial up +603928**** and there she is! In average, let's say.... once a week.

What about your boyfriend/girlfriend? Of course you miss him/her more than you miss your mother. Don't you? So you will call him/her every day, once a day. Just dial up +7919548***, and there he/she is!

missing someone? just give a call

Now, what if there is someone, so close to you, that you call him 5 times a day. Logically, should he be the one that you miss the most? Well, sadly speaking, that's not the case for all of us. Even worse, many of us, don't even call him 5 times a day, eventhough the contact number is as simple as 24434! And it's an international line, free of charge!

From Abah with Love!

2010-11-19T18:37:00.002+03:00

GUIDE TO A BETTER LIFE

(insyaAlah will remember all these things)

POINTS ON HOW TO MAKE YOUR LIVE BETTER

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

NB! While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with, people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.=)

Mengimpikan taqwa yang bercambah

2010-10-20T17:26:00.002+04:00

Tanamlah pokok berbuah, anda pastinya mempunyai satu matlamat. Ingin menikmati hasilnya. Menunggu buah itu masak, dan merasa manisnya.

Semai benihnya, jangan pula diracuni.

Baja pula tanahnya apabila pohon sudah mula bertumbuh.

Bila sudah berbuah, lindungi ia. Jangan sampai dirosakkan serangga perosak sementara menanti buah masak.

Bicara taqwa juga ada persamaannya.

Benih taqwa hanya dapat disemai dalam diri dengan menerima Islam.
Janganlah pula diracuni benih tersebut dengan menolaknya.

Baja pula pohon taqwa yang semakin membesar itu dengan ilmu.
Tuntutlah ilmu, rajinkan diri menghadiri majlis-majlis ilmu.
Agar pohon tersebut dapat membesar sihat dan kuat.

Andai buah atau hasilnya sudah kelihatan, lindungilah ia dari rosak
dengan menjauhi makanan yang haram.
Moga-moga kita dapat memetik dan menikmati hasilnya
dalam keadaan cantik dan sempurna kelak.

"Tujuan beribadah adalah untuk melahirkan akhlak mulia yakni berakhlak dengan Allah dan berakhlak sesama manusia.

Seperti juga menanam pokok demi mendapat buah-buahan yang ranum dan enak.

Buah yang segar manis itu persis akhlak yang mulia,yang dihiasai taqwa ketenangan dan kebahagiaan.

Pohon yang rendang dan subur menajdi tumpuan makhluk Allah,burung-burung mencari rezeki dan membina sarang, insan datang berteduh dan memakan buah.

Demikin juga insan berakhlak mulia sentiasa memberi manfaat kepada makhluk Allah."

-taken from buku Islam Ibarat Sebatang Pokok-

Setiap asas pokok menjadi simbol dalam kehidupan seorang Muslim bagi memainkan peranannya :

* Akar ~ Rukun Iman

* Batang ~ Rukun Islam

* Dahan ~ Fardhu Kifayah

* Ranting ~ Amalan Sunat

* Daun dan Bunga ~ Perkara-perkara harus dan Syiar Islam

* Buah ~ Akhlak

Моё любимое время года - осень.

2010-10-01T17:40:00.005+04:00

Cалам...

Я очень люблю осень. Осенние месяцы: сентябрь, октябрь, ноябрь.

В сентябре лето дает дорогу осени. Дни становятся короче, а ночи становятся длиннее. Солнечные лучи не такие яркие и теплые. Плодовые деревья, что не так давно цвели, являются тяжелыми от сочных яблок и груш. Сбор урожая - пик сезона для фермеров. Они собирают подсолнечник и кукурузу, картофель и капусту, репу, огурцы, морковь и помидоры. Ранняя осень- период пылающих цветов, когда пейзаж золотой и коричневый. В дневное время серебряные паутинки летают в воздухе. Это признак прекрасного "Бабьего лета". Но, к сожалению этот период прекрасной погоды очень короткий и за нимследует глубокая осень .

Октябрь самый лучший месяц для посадки деревьев. Люди также готовятся к зиме. Это время, когда деревья фантастические - желтые, красные, зеленые и коричневые. Деревья теряют листья. Теперь земля, как разноцветный ковер. Темнеет раньше и часто тяжелые тучи покрывают небо, принося дождь. Птицы не поют свои песни. Они начинают улетать в теплые страны.

Ноябрь- месяц тумана, дождя и снега. Животные одеваются в зимние шкуры. Пейзаж становится довольно скучным. Природа медленно засыпает на зиму.

Говорят, что осень- пора поэтов и философов, и поэтому она мне очень нравится.

Infaqkan harta anda..=)

2010-09-17T16:56:00.002+04:00

"Setiap hari, saat hamba berpagi-pagi di dalamnya, turun 2 malaikat. Salah seorang berkata 'Ya Allah turunkan ganti kepada orang yang bersedekah'. Sedangkan yang satu lagi berkata, 'Ya Allah, musnahkanlah harta org yg menahan hartanya" [HR Bukhari No. 1351]

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something valuable to share

2010-08-19T07:05:00.003+04:00

Salam

Click here. SubhanAllah!~

This video is something valuable to be shared with. Its not a boring lecture, not even heavy at all. It is a song by Maher Zain, include with some story of Ruben (Abu Bakar) who converted to Islam, which has a very valuable experience to share. Not that long, only stole a few minutes from the song but it was worth listening to. SubhanAllah, I listened to it over and over again and it never fails to touch my heart each time. Hope you guys enjoy it!!~

p/s: In the Quran: Allah Explains His Signs in Detail for Those who Understand

to blog or not to blog

2010-08-01T07:05:00.001+04:00

Salam.

Every so often I look at the hit counts for A Thousand Miles to see if it is worth continuing to post. If no one is looking, then there's no point in posting. With over 300 hits for the last month -- and probably at least some of these were on purpose . I suppose it is worth continuing to blog. (-.-)!

Perempuan Berkalung Sorban

2010-07-24T14:30:00.013+04:00

Salam.

Baru saja habis menonton cerita Indonesia berjudul "perempuan berkalung sorban". Boleyh lah... ak bagi 3 bintangs. Cerita nih khas utk sapa2 yg rase hak2 perempuan nih diabaikan oleh islam sendrik boleh la tgk nih. Mudah-mudahnya kalian tukar fikiran selepas tgk cite nih ok!~. Huhuhu~

Ni, adalah sinopsis cerita tu yg boleh aku share.. (^^)

*tp dlm base indon la..pandai2 la korg paham senrik yer*

Film ini berkisah mengenai pengorbanan seorang wanita Muslim, Anissa (diperankan oleh Revalina S. Temat), seorang wanita berpendirian kuat, cantik, dan cerdas. Anissa hidup dalam lingkungan keluarga Kyai di sebuah pesantren Salafiah putri al-Huda, di Jawa Timur, Indonesia, yang konservatif. Baginya ilmu sejati dan benar hanyalah al-Qur’an, Hadist dan Sunnah. Buku modern dianggap menyimpang

Dalam pesantren Salafiah putri Al Huda diajarkan bagaimana menjadi seorang perempuan muslim dimana pelajaran itu membuat Anissa beranggapan bahwa Islam membela laki-laki, perempuan sangat lemah dan tidak seimbang. Tapi protes Anissa selalu dianggap rengekan anak kecil. Hanya Khudori (diperankan oleh Oka Antara), paman dari pihak Ibu, yang selalu menemani Anissa. Menghiburnya sekaligus menyajikan ‘dunia’ yang lain bagi Anissa. Diam-diam Anissa menaruh hati pada Khudori. Tapi cinta itu tidak terbalas karena Khudori menyadari dirinya masih ada hubungan dekat dengan keluarga Kyai Hanan (diperankan oleh Joshua Pandelaky), sekalipun bukan sedarah. Hal itu membuat Khudori selalu mencoba membunuh cintanya. Sampai akhirnya Khudori melanjutkan sekolah ke Kairo,Mesir. Secara diam-diam Anissa mendaftarkan kuliah ke Yogyakarta, Indonesia, dan diterima. Namun Kyai Hanan tidak mengizinkannya dengan alasan bisa menimbulkan fitnah, ketika seorang perempuan belum menikah berada sendirian jauh dari orang tua. Namun Anissa bersikeras dan protes kepada ayahnya.

Akhirnya Anissa malah dinikahkan dengan Samsudin (diperankan oleh Reza Rahadian), seorang anak Kyai dari pesantren Salaf terbesar di Jawa Timur. Sekalipun hati Anissa berontak, tapi pernikahan itu dilangsungkan juga. Kenyataannya Samsudin menikah lagi dengan Kalsum (diperankan oleh Francine Roosenda). Harapan untuk menjadi perempuan muslimah yang mandiri bagi Anissa seketika runtuh. Dalam kiprahnya itu, Anissa dipertemukan lagi dengan Khudori. Keduanya masih sama-sama mencintai.

Bukan kisah2 cinta yg ada dlm cerita ni yg nak aku ulas. Tp pasal hak2 perempuan dalam Islam.

Memang sebelum nih, aku sendiri pon rasa Islam ni tidak adil. *tp itu dulu*. Tapi setelah ditarbiah oleh akhwat Muawiyah, setelah kalah dlm setiap argument dgn dia, dgn pendapat2 dia yg teguh & jitu, aku telah bertukar fikiran tentang Islam itu sendiri. Alhamdulilah~

Mungkin sejak aku kecil aku kurang diberi pendedahan tentang Islam & wanita. Maka apabila aku naik sekolah menengah (f1-f3) dimana peratusan lelakinya adalah dlm 30%, aku merasa kan perempuan sepatutnya diberikan hak2 yg sama seperti yg Islam beri kan kepada kaum adam. Tetapi apabila aku masuk sekolah asrama penuh, aku jadi 'culture shock' sikit la. Sebabnya, sekolah asrama aku tu, 60%-70% adalah lelaki. Kaum hawa di situ adalah golongan minoriti. Lama-kelamaan, aku akur akan kekurangan yg ada pada setiap golongan perempuan ini. Perempuan itu sendiri adalah kaum yg lemah, terlalu emosional dan masakan mungkin kaum ini boleh memimpin golongan lelaki. Dan aku belaja untuk menerima fakta itu. Islam tidak pernah menindas perempuan malah Islam membela kaum perempuan.

Tuhan menjadikan perempuan untuk menghiasi bumi ini. Tanpa perempuan dunia ini terasa sempit & tidak seronok untuk didiami. kaum lelaki akan berasa rimas sebagaimana Nabi Adam A.S. pernah dilanda gelisah meskipun hidup dipenuhi kenikmatan di syurga. Lalu baginda memohon kepada tuhan agar dijadikan seorang teman agar boleh dia berbicara, bergurau senda & membina sahsiahnya. Maka terciptalah Siti Hawa dari tulang rusuk kiri Nabi Adam A. S. & segala kenikmatan syurga disekeliling terasa wujud. Tapi majoriti panduduk ahli neraka adalah kaum perempuan. Takut kan?! Humph..

enough of this 'feelings'

2010-07-17T01:15:00.002+04:00

Salam.

Its one o'clock in the morning & I'm having a chess match still with wan hafiz. My mind is so-so focussed on the match. It seems like i'm losing again. Hhmmph!

with vietnamese guy..dun remember his name..huhu

I feel like writing something. So i'm thinking of logging in to my blog. But i dont feel like it also. *pemalas* How bout fb?? *Hehe*smiling..

Oops!! wan had juz checked my king. Better go see how he did that. Hmm. Feel like losing again. And feeling sleepy.. Had been yawning since 11. But struggling with myself not to sleep *have to wait for my isyak prayer first*

Hey..i'm a stalker. What am i suppose to do. I got a habit of looking at thid one particular person's page on fb. I dont want this. I want to be normal. I want to be the old me but how?! I feel awful everytime i did so. I may appear normal. But i know i reacted abnormally. This is all because of my stupid feeling.. *I'm still guilty, I guess*

But i dont want to say its stupid. I'm still in my right mind when i feel this. I'm still sane. I know im normal for having such feelings.. *No!, it's not normal at all.* But for having it alone without that particular person knowing dat he is driving me crazy. I guess he has forgiven me. But, everytime i see him there's an adrenalin rush & those guilty feelings is still there.

It is so...so.. hmmmmmmmm..like im writing a script. How i wish i could just make a speech. A prayer to Him. That all this would fade. So that i could jus b me.. A happy me. So please just let it fade. Please...

Let it come back later. When i'm fully armored. I mean matured. *huhu*

Praise the God. Only He could create such a complex situation. n only He could give the solution. Ameen... Help me..

"And seek assistance through patience and prayer, and most surely it is a hard thing except for the humble ones" -2:45

pelik

2010-07-14T21:54:00.002+04:00

Salam.

Nak share satu potongan ayat Al-Quran, entah lah, tiba-tiba terase nak share ayat nih. Huhu~

Firman ALLAH dalam surah al-Baqarah: 120,

"Orang-orang Yahudi & Nasrani tidak redha (berpuas hati) denganmu, sehinggalah kamu mengikuti agama mereka (cara hidup mereka)"

****************************

Owh, teringat satu peristiwa yang berlaku semalam, sampai sekarang aku masih pelik. Cerita die macam ni, after aku frust dgn mak cik library, aku pon dengan selambanya & tanpa memikirkan keadaan sekeliling, keluar dari uni ak trus pi kiosk yang berdekatan sbb dahaga. *well, summer la kate kan, dehydrated kot*

Lepas tu, time nak lintas jalan raya ke rumah aku, dgn beg2 plastik yg berisi air byk, kiri kanan ak pegang, terpandang la ak pada seorg budak prempuan kecik depan aku nih. Dia tengah pimpin tangan nenek dia. Dalam hati ak, "pehal la budak kecik nih..kecik2 dah macam tak pakai baju..ishk2, besar2 nanti mcm mane la agak nya". Aku pon buat la muka emotion-less. Buat2 tak pandang dia walaupon dia berdiri depan aku. Lepas tu, aku pon, alhamdulilah, melintas jalan raya dengan selamatnya. Tetiba, budak kecik tuh tarik baju nenek dia tadi, lalu berkata dia kepada nenek nya " nenek2, tengok org tuh. Pelik nya dia", sambil menunding jari telunjuknya kearah aku.

Urgh, pehal la pulak ko kata aku pelik??!. Tak paham betul. Apa ingat aku pakai baju tutup semua nih pelik ke?? Tapi bab2 & perkara2 macam nih mmg dah selalu berlaku kat aku, bukan aku seorg je, rasanya mostly pada muslimah2 yg bertudung di Russia nih. *immune sudah*. Adoila~

Memang..Makluk yang paling aneh itu manusia. Dia diberi akal tp tidak bisa berpikir dengan jernih mana yg baik dn mana yg jelek, dia diberi hati tp tidak bisa merasakan kenikmatan yg Allah berikan, dia diberi mata tp tidak bisa melihat yang baik2 tanda22 kebesaran Allah, dia diberi telinga tp tidak bisa mendengerkan ayat2 Allah. Manusia yg demikian itu adalah lebih jelek dr binatang yg tidak diberi akal. Waallahualam~

JOM JOIN GIVE AWAY RUSIA & MESIR

2010-07-10T14:02:00.004+04:00

Salam.

*skadar mengisi mase lapang*

Anyway, this blogger (my classmate) is organizing a contest and by posting about it in my blog, I am submitting my entry as well.If anyone out there is interested in having the chance to win this give-away Rusia & Mesir contest, so feel free to stop by this page.

JOM JOIN GIVE AWAY RUSIA & MESIR

By:- ♥ kEYRi & AtiQaH ♥

Hurry up, the contest ends this July 31st! :) All the best..

M'sia bankrap 9 tahun lagi

2010-07-03T19:56:00.003+04:00

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

**Amaran, entry kali ni mengandungi unsur politik + emo skit. Plis be open-minded jika mahu baca.**

Subsidi berterusan: M'sia bankrap 9 tahun lagi

klik pada link di atas utk info terkini.

Ok, aku mmg risau sgt2..apa nak jadi pada malaysia 10 tahun akan datang.. hurm..tak tahu la cmne nak ckp..risau akan generasi2 akan datang..
macam mane diorg nak hidup...mcm mane dgn adik2 ak kat rumah tuh.. dah la upsr & pmr dimansuhkan [klik sini]..adoila!~ diorg x pikir ke?
pastu pulak ppsmi pon dah dimansuh kan [klik sini]..last2 tak payah blaja langsung...kan senang..asyik mansuh2...ishk3..sedih dgn negara sendiri.. bagaimana la bangsa ku nanti 10 tahun akan datang.

Dan yang buat ak risau nih sekarang adakah bile2 mase je nanti scholarship ak nih boleyh ditarik?! *takutnye*. Skarang nih dah abis 2nd year, baru nak masuk 3rd year..Ya Allah, ak ada 4 tahun lagi perjalanan ini..masih jauh lagi..risau..sangat2 risau..dan nih yg membakar smgt ak nak buat praktikal dgn btol2.. x nak bazir kan duit rakyat..

Ak bukan nye pro-kerajaan & bukannye anti-kerajaan..walaupon family aku org2 kuat pas..bagi ak, tak kesah la sape2 pon nak memimpin, janji die btol, tak makan duit rakyat, adil, bijak & thats all..tp yg pelik skng nih.. duit negara kita sknag nih x cukup..hey, mane pegi sume duit2 nih..tak kan bina istana besar2 boleyh plak [klik sini pulak]...duit rakyat dah habis pulak?! yg sgt2 "pelik" skalik kos kapal selam dan juga komisyen yang tinggi yang DS najib beli, lebih menggemparkan kontrak asal menyebut kapal selam berkenaan tidak mempunyai kelengkapan senjata dan peralatan mengesan. Pihak ketenteraan Malaysia perlu membuat bayaran tambahan €130 juta (RM550 juta) untuk melengkapkan kapal selam itu.

habis tuh tak kan kita membeli besi kosong je?..nak buat ape beli kapal mahal2..?? besi kosong plak tuh!~ tak paham..sgt2 x paham..

sakit hati je..hurmm..nmpk nye pengundi2 DS Najib tentu gembira dgn berita2 ini..sekali gus membawa kearah kehancuran Malaysia 2019..

Memang teori RAHMAN yg ayah & pakcik2 ak perkatakan ketika ak kecik terbukti terjadi..nauzubillah~

Ya Allah, engkau tolong lah kami menghadapi kesulitan ini..Sesungguhnye bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Ameen

Sushi-holic, read this!!

2010-07-02T23:39:00.001+04:00

Bismillah.
Berikut adalah petikan dari email, persoalan dari Abdul Rahman Omar (seorang pengguna)*name mcm name ayah saya la plak..huhu* kepada pihak pentadbiran Sushi King sendiri mengenai status halal atau tidak restaurant tersebut.

Question
Dear Marilyn,

Another element of halal is on the use of alcohol in food preparation / cooking or the presence of alcohol in the ingredient use such as sauces etc.

Can you tell me whether Sushi King use alcohol or use materials (such as sauces) that content alcohol?

Answer
Dear Mr. Abdul Rahman Omar,

Thank you for your email. For your information, we are not a Halal restaurant as we do not have certification from JAKIM, but we only can claim us as Pork free. All our meat based products like chicken and beef are Halal Certified and we do not use any pork or pork derivatives in our restaurant.

Sushi King is not certified ‘Halal’. This is due to some of our food contains ‘Mirin’.

Mirin is derived from fermentation of rice and it is commonly used in Japanese cooking to enhance the taste of food.

Following are products that contains Mirin:
1. Unagi Kabayaki
2. Unagi Slice
3. Karei Nitsuke
4. Saba Misoni
5. Mamakari
6. Ikura

On top of that, some of our restaurants do sell beer

However, our meat materials such as chicken, beef and seafood are from Halal Certified source.

Hope this clarifies your concern.

Thank you.

Warmest Regards,
Marilyn Lim
Marketing Department
Sushi Kin Sdn. Bhd.
Tel: 03-56319060 Ext: 283

**source dr kwn2 yg share..wallahu a'lam.
peminat2 sushi, apa2 pun boleh je makan sushi cuma pandai2 lah memilih =)

pic one of my friends tgh mkn sushi... *has nothing to do wif this article*

13 Julai 2011 (Rabu)
8.00 pagi – 9.00 pagi	Pendaftaran/Daftar Masuk/Sarapan
9.00 pagi – 10.30 pagi	Sesi 1 : Pengenalan dan peluang Penerbitan
10.30 pagi – 11.00 pagi	Minum Pagi
11.00 pagi – 1.00 t/hari	Sesi 2 : Penerbitan Buku Kanak-kanak
1.00 t/hari – 2.30 petang	Makan Tengah Hari/Solat
2.30 petang – 4.30 petang	Sesi 3 : Penerbitan Buku Remaja
4.30 petang	Minum Petang/Bersurai
14 Julai 2011 (Khamis)
8.30 pagi – 10.30 pagi	Sesi 4 : Bersama Penulis Kanak-kanak
10.30 pagi –11.00 pagi	Minum Pagi
11.00 pagi – 12.30 t/hari	Sesi 5 : Bersama Penulis Kanak-kanak
12.30 t/hari -2.30 petang	Makan Tengah hari/Solat
2.30 petang – 4.30 petang	Sesi 6 : Bersama Penulis Remaja
15 Julai 2011 (Jumaat )
8.30 pagi – 10.30 pagi	Sesi 6 : Penyediaan Kertas Cadangan Judul
10.00 pagi – 10.30 pagi	Minum Pagi
10.30 pagi – 1.00 t/hari	Sesi 7 : Pembentangan Kertas Cadangan Judul
1.00 t/hari – 2.30 petang	Makan Tengah Hari/Solat
2.30 petang	Bersurai

A thousand miles

Just another crap

Sejernih Sinar Matamu

Cycle Obstetric

Last entry from Castro

ikut hygienic norm

Husdnozon

We Love Picnic

Tumhat

4th year Medical Student

Anis Hazirah & Me

Pray! Before prayers are said for you

What is Eid all about?

Snippets of practical thingy

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

My Sweet Sour Life

Hidup Cuma Sekali

Waiting for the Perfect Time

Pengumuman untuk pelajar luar negara

Salam.

Pengumuman ini dikhaskan untuk pelajar-pelajar yang belajar di luar negara yang sewaktu ini sedang menghabiskan masa cuti musim panas mereka di Malaysia.

Alamat penuh tempat bengkel:Kompleks Rakan Muda Bukit Kiara,Jabatan Belia dan Sukan,Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur,Jalan Bukit Kiara 1Bengkel gratis (percuma), dan penginapan disediakan di tempat yang sama.

p/s: maklumat lanjut, boleh layari :

http://www.karyawanluarnegara.com

http://www.rebeccailham.blogspot.com

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Deep Inside Me

Because I'm just that weird

Angan-angan

талант (Talent)

Selamat Hari Bapa

Hari Belia Negara & The Freerun Challenge 2011

Procrastinator like me

Apa yang terbaik

Doa

Trade off dan opportunity cost

utrom i ya

Benda Lagha

Muslim?

Sabarlah wahai hati

Udalit?

Generasi Sultan Ahmad Al-Fateh

Memahami dan difahami

kisah seorang sahabat

Terima kasih sbb ingatkan aku.

yummy tummy

yet another update

Self-conflict

Let's make Dua

Life oh life

Snippets of life

no regrets!

Dirikanlah Solat

surgery suit!

Dialing Up Him The Almighty

From Abah with Love!

Mengimpikan taqwa yang bercambah

Моё любимое время года - осень.

Infaqkan harta anda..=)

something valuable to share

to blog or not to blog

Perempuan Berkalung Sorban

enough of this 'feelings'

pelik

JOM JOIN GIVE AWAY RUSIA & MESIR

M'sia bankrap 9 tahun lagi

Sushi-holic, read this!!

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