yesterday, i got a bad news from my sister..
its about my grandfather,..
he had passed away..
but...
about last 2 weeks it was my grandmma who had also passed away...
maybe this is ujian from Allah..
i should have to be redha with this ujian..
AstagfirghAllahhalazim...
last 2 weeks, i was so emotional when i heard that my grandmma had passed away..
n i was the last one to know about that..
i felt so depressed.
n i cried n cried all day long..
actually i've forgotten about 1 thing...
to recite Yassin..
to be Redha..
n take it as ujian from Allah..
my God..
ishk2..
so yesterday, immediately when i got the news (bout my grandpa)
i recited yassin..
n Alhamdulilah i managed to control myself..
i also prayed to Allah..
to grant upon me courage to endure this pain of lost..
n i just can pray n hope from You for whats best and for whats important.
~Al-Fatihah~
